How to use Crazy You
Episode 53
"Why are you sweating so much alone in the winter?"
Kiyoung asked.
Because it hurts... Don't tell me I'm having a hard time right now...
I kept breaking out in a cold sweat, my bangs sticking to my forehead, getting wet and splitting. Oh, this won't do... I have to look pretty...
Oh, of course, not Park Ki-young, but Kim Tae-hyung.
"...I have a bit of a fever."
"But why are your hands shaking so much? They're shaking because you're putting on makeup for me~?"
"... Shut up, oppa."
I covered my brother's mouth with the excuse that I was putting on lip balm.
Once the lips are done, it's done...
It's Kim Taehyung's turn soon...!
Finally, Kim Taehyung's face was looking at me in front of me.
Wow... I must be crazy. This guy likes me. What have I been doing all this time?
This crazy woman... I really need to beat her to death...
"What are you doing?"
My brother asked.
"... Ah, yeah.."
I didn't even start putting on makeup and just stared blankly at my brother's face.
I was watching.
"Do it quickly."
"Oh, yeah. Oppa, but it reminds me of the past. When I was writing my thesis, right?"
I'm talking while putting foundation on the back of my hand.
My brother suddenly put his hand on my neck.
"You're sick."
He said while still touching it.
"... No? I just feel a little unwell."
I said as I grabbed my brother's wrist.
"It's a little bit."
Sir... I'm glad you found out something Park Ki-young didn't know...
But I'm so sick...
But it's so good and all...
"Yeah... So I'm going to finish quickly and go to sleep."
I'm going to go ask for forgiveness from Sister Jiyoung,
My brother won't worry much about me getting sick anymore...
But I said that just in case you were worried.
"..Look at the sweat.."
My brother put his hand between my forehead and my bangs and wiped the sweat away.
"..brother."
"why."
"...I'm really sorry about what happened the day before yesterday."
"You don't have to be sorry. I don't care."
"...... yes.."
I'm sorry, but please pay attention...
I really wanted to apologize, but my brother ended the conversation with two words.
After that, my brother just kept looking at his phone.
I wonder if Dayoung is chatting with me... I wanted to peek, but my head hurts too.
I was dizzy and didn't have the courage to do it.
I'm not even in the right state of mind to look at your face right now...
So I use the excuse of mateup to not use the tool and just do it for no reason
I touched my brother's pretty face with my hand.
"It's hot... my hand."
I grabbed the brush because it was hot and it seemed like it was telling me to take my hands off it...
When Giyoung oppa did it, it took so long that I wondered when it would end
When Taehyung was doing it for his brother, he did it slowly and deliberately,
Time just felt so short.
Now is the time to really see and touch my brother's face up close like this.
There must be nothing... I was just annoyed at how quickly time passed.
And unfortunately, it ended.
When my brother's face disappears before my eyes, I feel a sudden release of tension.
I felt it. The strength I was forcing out was leaving my body.
I felt like I was going crazy. I was so dizzy I couldn't even stand, and it was so hard to keep my balance. It was miserable. I really thought I was going to collapse.
While my two older brothers, who had finished their makeup, were rehearsing, I went to the waiting room.
I sat on the sofa in the corner with my upper body bent over and my face buried in my hands.
I waited until I had enough strength to get up and walk again.
The waiting room was noisy because Jaehyuk and other people he didn't know were there.
Ah... I want to see you sing, oppa...
I have to go see Jiyoung's sister too...
My body really didn't listen to me and I felt like I was going to evaporate.
This won't do... If I stay here any longer, I'll disappear in front of you guys.
So I decided to go home for now and before my brothers came.
I hurried out of the waiting room.
As I was walking down the hallway, I kept seeing and not seeing anything in front of me.
I've collapsed twice from anemia, and it felt similar. I should eat something more... Oh, this is so painful...
After getting off the elevator, it was just a short walk to the outside.
Cheer up, Yeoju, please just a little more...
"Wow, this lady!"
...?
jungkook jeon...?
I was walking hard, trying to force myself... but behind me...
I hear your name... By the way, why am I being hugged right now..?
Why can't I see Jeon Jungkook... Why am I almost in Jeon Jungkook's arms?
He's lying down and on a day like that, why is Jeon Jungkook looking down?
"...how did you..."
"Are you okay, Yeoju? Huh?"
".. No.. It hurts.. Carry me.."
"Uh huh."
Jeon Jungkook suddenly picked me up.
It was comfortable to lay my body on Jeon Jungkook's back.
I'm sleepy... I closed my eyes.
When I opened my eyes, I was in a hospital.
I guess I finally collapsed. From Jeon Jungkook and others.
The needle in the arm hangs on the IV tube and drips one drop at a time.
I could see the sap coming in.
And I also saw Jeon Jungkook sleeping face down next to my arm.
"jungkook jeon.."
I woke Jeon Jungkook up by tapping his shoulder.
".. Oh, this lady.. are you awake?"
Jeon Jungkook blinked his eyes a few times and then straightened his shoulders.
It happened right away.
"Ugh... I ended up fainting... haha..."
"Does it not hurt anymore? How is it?"
"Yeah, I'm okay. I'm a little tired, but the nausea, dizziness, and heartburn are all gone."
"...I don't have any energy because I haven't eaten anything~! Oh my gosh, really..
What kind of hunger strike are you on? I told you to eat when the time comes, even if you're not hungry.
I realized it when I stopped eating properly~!"
"... Sorry... If I hadn't met you, I would have been in big trouble...
But how were you there?"
"...I went to see my brothers' performance."
"... Ah... I see... Sorry... What should I do if you can't see it because of me?
I wanted to see you too.."
"..."
"But you said you'd become closer to me when you traveled, and you're really
"I guess we're getting closer? We're going to see a show too.."
"Well... I guess so."
"huh?"
"Why did you go there with that body?"
"..."
"Because of Taehyung hyung?"
"...Yeah... To see Kim Taehyung."
".. Phew.. What the hell happened with you and your brother?"
"jungkook jeon.."
"Why.."
"Kim Taehyung doesn't like me anymore, but I like Kim Taehyung..."
"... Now I know, what your brother likes."
"Yeah... I know now... But Kim Taehyung has a girlfriend..."
".. Phew.. Stupid heroine.. She really is an idiot."
"I guess I'm destined to only have unrequited love... sigh... so sad."
"Then love me again."
"Is that so.."
"Pfft."
"Why are you laughing.."
"At this point, I should have yelled or hit him,
It really hurts, Yeoju.. I'm worried.. It all went in.
Let's go out. It's stuffy here."
Jeon Jungkook said, pointing to the ringer.
"Ah, yeah.. Thank you for saving me, Jeon Jungkook."
"You don't have to thank me."
"why..?"
"Just wait a minute. I'll call the nurse."
"uh.."
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