How to use Crazy You
Episode 55
"Oppa~!"
When I saw Kim Taehyung entering the hallway carrying a makeup box, I couldn't sleep last night, tossing and turning, and kept picking up and putting down my phone.
In the end, the person who made me wake up with my phone in my hand is me.
The thought of you right in front of me made me want to run over and hug you tightly. I missed you so much... I really, really missed you...
"Are you alone?"
My brother came in, closed the door, and carried a heavy makeup box in one hand.
Handing it to me, I looked around this quiet house where I was alone.
He looked at it and said.
"Yeah, I went to meet my sister's friend."
I saw your picture all night long, no, even this morning, and it felt like it had been a long time since I saw you, oppa, talking while looking into my eyes. So I was so happy that tears were about to fall and I wanted to touch you because I was so touched.
I wanted to hug you...
I'm pouring out all the love I couldn't give until now at once
I think I really love you so much. Why now?
Even now, there really isn't anything I can do...
I can't see or catch my brother as I please.
"Ah. Then I'll go."
My brother didn't even take off his shoes and just gave me a makeup box.
I was going to hug you and leave.
No.... You have to stop that foot, quickly...
"Oh.. Oppa..!!"
"uh?"
My brother looked back as he was about to leave.
"Where are you going.."
"at home."
"ah.."
"why?"
"No, just... Have you eaten, oppa?"
"uh."
"...Why did you eat it..?"
"uh?"
"Oh, what did you eat..?"
"Just rice."
"Oppa, do you want to eat ramen before you go?"
".. what?"
"Huh...? Oh, no, I mean, really, just ramen!! That's what I meant..."
"..."
Ah... what am I talking about now...
"No~ I don't want to eat alone... Can you eat with me?"
"okay."
My brother came inside.
Oh, what the... You accepted my offer without hesitation...!
"Oppa, I'll make you some ramen. Just wait a minute!"
"Why are you eating ramen? Why aren't you eating something proper?"
"Huh? Do you want to eat something else? There's no food right now... Should I make you some food right now?"
"You, not me."
"Me? I just don't have any food... Don't you want to eat ramen, oppa?"
"You, not me~ Should I go out and buy you food?"
"..."
ha...
Just hearing these words makes me want to cry and cry.
"No. It's cold outside, so just stay home."
"Yeah, yeah. I like ramen, oppa. Just wait a minute!"
I like to eat porridge only with my brother...
"Why are you so skinny?"
As we sat across from each other at the table eating ramen, my brother asked me.
When I quit my brother, I started dieting on my own... Because of you...
Kim Taehyung, quitting was the best diet secret, oppa...
"Honey, did you want me to lose weight?"
"What are you talking about.."
"No, sir..."
"It doesn't look good. Stop talking."
"... Okay. Okay."
Oh my... I don't look good... I do look a bit...
I need to get my complexion back!!
I scooped up a large chopstickful of ramen and put it in my mouth.
He put another chopstick in his mouth.
"Don't eat too quickly. You'll get sick."
"Oh, yeah."
"Chew thoroughly and swallow."
"Yeah~"
I put the thing I put in my mouth back down and almost swallowed it right away
I also chewed the ramen noodles well.
"What? Why are you listening so well?"
"yes?"
"It's not even noisy."
"cellar..."
"You didn't do this."
"...I hate that, so oppa..."
"Just do whatever you want. I don't care."
"...please don't mind."
"what...?"
"I'm sad because it doesn't matter.."
"..."
"Stay..."
".. no."
"...If you don't like it, then there's nothing I can do... Okay~!"
Don't be sad, Yeoju...
Right now, in front of my eyes is not the photo of Kim Taehyung, but the real Kim Taehyung
Be content with the fact that you have it...
Stop wishing for more!!!!!
I really didn't want to do that, but people's hearts are just so uncontrollable.
I guess not. The person I once had in my heart is not in my heart.
When it remains but the distance is actually far,
An unbearable sadness comes over me.
When I felt that the word love was just suffocating,
There will be situations where you will inevitably have to let go.
That's my situation right now.
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Long time no see, everyone💗
I was so late ㅠㅠ
Thank you so much everyone...
Please don't forget me while I'm resting alone without shame.
I was so touched that you waited for me...
And thank you for bringing me up to that high position.
It's such an honor and truly... thank you so much...
Maybe it's because it's been a while since I wrote, but there are so many things that seem lacking.
I'm sorry and embarrassed..
I'm always so grateful to you all...💗
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