How to use Crazy You
Episode 58
I stopped living in seclusion and came out into the world because Jeon Jungkook asked me to see him.
After eating pork belly for dinner, we went to a cafe to have dessert.
Come and sit down.
"It's been a while since I've seen you. Should I have gone for a drink instead of coffee?"
I took a sip of my latte and placed the mug on the table.
Said.
"I have to go soon because my seniors called me."
As soon as Jeon Jungkook finished speaking, he put the Americano to his lips.
"What~ Where are you going?"
"Let's go for a drink. I don't want to go..."
"why?"
"There are only a bunch of dark-skinned men."
"Oh... That's tempting? Can I join in too?"
"Of course. You're the same gender."
"...I'm a man..?"
"I've decided to see you as a man now. I keep seeing you as a woman."
".. She's a woman, but what does that mean..?"
"But Yeoju Lee. Why haven't you contacted me?"
"Hmm. Did I do that?"
"Oh. If I don't do it, they won't do it. I'm very disappointed."
"Was it like that, I..."
"I ended the relationship because I didn't want to lose my friend, but now I'm trying to end the friendship too.
"Yes, this lady."
".. No.. That's not it... I'm just at home these days.."
"What about your brother? Did you say you like him?"
"No... What's the point of telling someone? To someone who already has a girlfriend who doesn't like me..."
"But why don't you give it a try?"
"I don't want to be kicked again... You alone are enough to kick my love life."
"What? You've never been dumped by another man besides me?"
"...I'll correct it to say four times is enough."
"Ugh, but to be exact, I'm the one who got kicked, not us."
"...then three times."
"And isn't that what you like, hyung?"
"... So I got punished a lot... for the sins I committed against you and my brother..."
I'm still receiving it...
"Well, it's not like it's a crime. Anyway, please contact me. I'll be back soon.
"After I graduate, I won't be able to see you at school either~"
"Okay..."
Why didn't I contact Jeon Jungkook?
Even though I'm lonely, depressed and bored, I still miss Jeon Jungkook
I didn't look for it. It wasn't on purpose, it was just that at that moment, Jeon Jungkook
It didn't come to mind. It's always fun and comfortable when I meet Jeon Jungkook.
If I think about it, I ask Jeon Jungkook for advice on small daily issues and worries.
I've never said the same thing.
Whenever something happens, I think of it and it's nothing special and has no connection to anything
I end up telling my personal stories in detail.
Unlike Kim Taehyung.
"Hey, you don't have to take off your shoes. You can just go out again.
Let's go, let's go~!"
"Ugh...?"
After breaking up with Jeon Jungkook, I came home and was about to take off my shoes at the front door.
My sister came over and said.
"I was just about to call you."
"Where are you going this night...?"
"The best to watch late at night~!"
"Oh, a movie?"
"Yeah, yeah. Taehyung is coming too!"
"..go go."
I was so excited to see Kim Taehyung that I hesitated for a moment.
Without any help, I took a taxi with my sister and went to the movie theater.
And as soon as I arrived, my high expectations were buried deep in a corner of the basement.
It was a nice touch, and it was nothing compared to what I expected.
A feeling of great disappointment enveloped my whole body.
Kim Taehyung was with his girlfriend.
"hello~"
Kim Tae-hyung's girlfriend, Kwon Da-young, greeted me and my sister with a bright smile.
".. hello.."
I also forced a smile and greeted him.
My sister just passed by Kwon Da-young and then went to Seok Jin oppa.
He went over and patted me on the shoulder and whispered in my ear.
I guess my sister didn't know about this situation either.
Kim Taehyung was just standing next to Kwon Dayoung and looking at me.
I was just standing there and I saw Kim Taehyung standing next to another girl.
My heart ached.
If I were the old me who couldn't see even an inch ahead,
I pretended like nothing happened, but inside I was desperately trying to break my heart.
But, I didn't have the confidence to do that now.
Because Kim Taehyung hated me for being like that.
Because I'm a bad girl, because I'm a rash person with no foresight.
It seemed like Kim Taehyung would never come back to me.
Still, I will never forget.
In this world where countless relationships pass by,
Because you came into my life and gave me the meaning of what preciousness is.
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Today's writing is a bit jumbled and strange...
I'll show you how hard I work ㅠㅠ
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