I was able to find meaning in all the kindness Seungwoo did that day. Why was it like that?
Whether you treated me well, whether you gave me everything unconditionally.
He was drunk on wine and looked disheveled like he had never seen before.
I saw it. I said I understood when Seungwoo said he was going out for a bit.
But I didn't know he would come in so drunk.
He somehow managed to get into the house and started talking about unknown names.
''... Seungsik.. Chan.. Seju.. Hanse.. B.. Chan.. Subin..''
He said that and then lay down on the bed I was using among the eight and said a woman's name
He started muttering.
''....Hwa... I'm sorry... Don't go...''
He held my wrist tightly, saying
''..don't go..''
''...I'm not going''
thud-
An album that had been neatly arranged on the bookshelf fell over. I had never paid attention to it.
I never had one, but my eyes were drawn to it that day. Next to the album,
There was a leather diary stuck in it.
When I opened the album, there were seven people including Seungwoo, centered around a woman.
It was a photo of men laughing brightly. A photo with a bright atmosphere.
It was. That woman, that woman alone was not smiling.
That woman looks eerily like me.
Long black hair, light brown eyes, white skin, and a face
Both of them have the same body shape. It was like looking in a mirror.
As I flipped through the photos, I noticed that the woman wasn't the only one smiling.
It seemed like he was going to die, but he also looked sad. He looked young on the last page.
There were seven men and a woman laughing. There was only one picture. That
A photo of a woman smiling, with the date written on it: 2016.
November 9, 2019
There was a picture of eight beds. This is the picture of the house now.
The bed I sleep in was that woman's bed.
I was so confused. I was playing that woman's role instead of my own.
It seemed like a substitute.
Seungwoo had already fallen asleep for a long time, and the girl took out her diary.
The diary was covered in dust,
The diary was really a story about liking a woman. It was not just a one-sided love.
The content was. The names of those men were the names that were shouted out in their sleep,
It is said that all seven men, including Seungwoo, liked that woman.
There was nothing that the woman could say was good about them. Their love was one-sided.
It was.
The woman died for some reason.
The diary entry reads, "Sejun has been having frequent dreams lately, as if he's being chased by something."
It said:
My head felt like it was going to explode.
'We gave Sejun the nickname Blue Moon. I gave him the nickname Blue Moon.
It's an idea. Somehow, Sejun suits Blue Moon well.'
'Yeonhwa said she was going on a trip. She said she would be back in Korea for a long time.
He said he'd contact me when he got there. We all remember me!
Right? We all have to think about it,' he said.
'Yeonhwa died. I heard she arrived in Korea, but I don't know what happened.
All of us are having a hard time coming to our senses so we go to the beach to get some fresh air.
On the way, I saw the public phone booth where Yeonhwa and I always used to call.
Sejun saw it too. Sejun couldn't step on the brakes.
Sejun and I were wearing seatbelts and had airbags and the person we were holding.
I survived thanks to my brother. But Seungsik, Chani, Hanse, Byeongchan, and Subin
I died. Only Sejun and I lived. We were beautiful in those memories.
I buried it in my heart
'I miss you. As the night deepens, I miss you so much. The kids and Yeonhwa, my perfume is soaking wet.
It's night. Isn't this the night I really miss? I wish I could contact Sejun.
It would have been nice if it had been there, but I haven't seen even the slightest trace of it since then.
I miss you so much'
Am I a fake, a replacement for the dead woman? If I am a fake
So, if it's a substitute, what should I do?
''I won't let you go again, I'll hold you like this
We will be together forever''