─ It's been 3years since Seventeen Debuted and Woozi was so thankful that everyone accepted them Jihoon was thankful to everyone who appreciated their songs and he was thankful that Carat exist.
Behind Jihoon's busy and hectic schedule no one knows that one of the popular song writer Lee Jihoon mostly wrote every songs for his deceased ex girlfriend who died of an car accident 3years ago.
If he could just turn back the time he would but how? how could he protect her when Jihoon was aiming high for his dreams.
"Jihoon I've listen to hug and I felt all your emotions" It was an fansigning event in Busan his hometown Jihoon smile and told Carat that it was for all the carats who was eating by sadness that it was fine to cry and Jihoon will hug them that he will wipe those sadness away in just one hug
"I will hug you just call my name" He mumbles Jihoon received an cheer from all the carats in the fan signing event
─ FLASHBACK
Jihoon finish his training with other members he wanted to show everyone that he can and he will able to show them what he got that one day he will be a well known song writer that he will able to let those people who tried to pull him down.
Jihoon was in highschool when he enter Pledis Entertainment he has an girlfriend name Yebin she was an top student, she was beautiful that all the boys wanted his attention but she wanted Jihoon.
"Hi Jihoon"
"Uhmm Hi"
"You want to grab some movies later?"
"Yebin I actually do but I am busy later can we resched it next time?"
"Oh okay just tell me when do you want to watch some movies with me"
"I surely will sorry"
A month have passed until it became year after a year Jihoon had an urge to admit his feelings for her and she do the same they became one of the popular couple in their campus and they looks good together
It was their first anniversary Jihoon prepared an food for both of them he even ask Seungcheol to lied for him that he will be coming late because he was finishing an project
The night was supposed to be their happiest day not until Jihoon receive an phone call and it was from his girlfriend's number but it wasn't her it was from Seoul Hospital that she was taken there and they are asking for him
Jihoon forgets everything he run into the hospital not thinking about his career he doesn't care what matters for him is to be next to his girlfriend who was having an hard time right now.
Once Jihoon enter the Seoul Hospital he ask where is his girlfriend and they bring Jihoon into the morgue his girlfriend died and he wasn't next to her.
"Mr. Lee I am sorry but your girlfriend suffer from an car accident an hour before she came into the hospital we are really sorry for your lost"
Jihoon unbelievably cried he hug his girlfriend he was left he was now alone and the only person believes on him was gone his whole universe tear apart his heart was broken into million pieces
"I am sorry I am sorry love I am late I am sorry"
Jihoon mumblemumbles as his tears started to fall nonstop when he start huging her
"Happy anniversary love wake up please I love you don't leave on hanging alone I can't I don't know how to continue"
Jihoon wakes up next day on their dorm Seungcheol and the other members stay at his side
"Jihoon hyung" Dino called him in low tone but Jihoon turned his back on everyone he doesn't wanted to talk to anyone he keeps sending her message nonstop
"Ji if you wanted to talk to someone we are always right here for you, you are not alone you have us"
Seungcheol mumbles Jihoon the one who spread happiness to them was making them sad he doesn't talk he doesn't wanted to eat he just keep crying and crying non stop
"Jihoon hyung don't cry"
Mingyu mumbles as Jihoon keeps on sobbing hard his tears started to fall nonstop
"She will be sad if she found out that you aren't happy right now she will cry if she keeps seeing you crying"
Mingyu mumbles once again but Jihoon didn't stop crying until he fell asleep
─ PRESENT
Jihoon's life was too miserable it's been already 3years yet her memories remains on every song that Jihoon wrote for her he wrote Don't Wanna Cry for her.
"Jihoon we are going to eat" Jeonghan mumbles but Jihoon said he was still full
Jihoon found himself sending her messages through Kakao, message nor even on IG dms when he felt he was losing his confident nor every anniversaries that he been celebrating alone.
"She miss you too Jihoon and that's what I am sure" Joshua mumbles and Jihoon gave him an smile he misses her 24/7 he been thinking introducing her to carat when she was just here but those aren't gonna happen anymore because Jihoon was left alone and she wasn't there anymore.