Has everyone ever thought that?
I want to commit suicide. It's the perfect weather to commit suicide.
Everyone has thought like that at least once
Haven't you tried it?
I am about to commit suicide.
I'm a second year high school student
I was bullied in the second semester of my first year of middle school.
I didn't see a friend I was close with often during the first semester.
Is that why my friend became the instigator of my bullying?
I was still afraid of dying
So I came up to the rooftop of my favorite school.
Maybe this is the last time I'll see you
I looked around the buildings with my eyes.
Because our school is close to the boys' high school
I could see
There, just like me, you can go up to the rooftop
I saw a man who looked exactly like me
It seemed like he wanted to die
I guess I felt your gaze as I kept looking
The man looked around and our eyes met.
He hid his body as if he was surprised to see me.
I wanted to hide too, but my body did what it wanted
Didn't move
In that state, I closed my eyes. The moment I opened them
It was a different space