Today I hugged my senior whom I met for the first time and cried.
I may have to give up on the college life I've been dreaming of.
Actually, I have an older brother who is three years older than me, but we don't get along at all. We hardly ever talk to each other, but we had a big fight this morning. I heard some nasty things being said to me by him, even though we weren't even close, and I was so upset and sad that I wanted to die. So, even though there was still time before class, I ran out of the house.
So, maybe my eyes were messed up, or maybe I was just mentally cornered, but I mistook the man sitting on the bench at the far end for my boyfriend and hugged him. I think I heard the man's confused voice, but that didn't matter. I was just crying and yelling abuse. But when I calmed down a bit and looked up--
I didn't know him.
No, thinking about it carefully, there was no way my boyfriend would be in a place like this. But the result of actually hugging a stranger and crying like this was so horrible that my mind went blank. "What am I doing...?" I screamed in my head, but that person spoke first.
"that…"
Wow, what a great voice.
No, no, I have a boyfriend so I shouldn't think like this. But good is good.
"Um, well... I'm sorry...! I must have mistaken you!"
I bowed my head, feeling extremely upset. I was so embarrassed that I wished there was a hole to crawl into.
"...Ah, are you okay?"
His unexpected words made my brain short circuit. Huh? He's not angry, but just worried about me...?
Well, I was hugging him and crying, so I guess it's understandable that he's worried. But is he an angel? Or just a nice guy?
I felt a little relieved that the other person didn't seem angry and was rather kind, but I still felt embarrassed. So, I just said "It's okay!" and headed to the bus stop to leave the place.
But the problem is--
That person had also arrived at the bus stop.
I flinched for a moment, wondering if he was trying to get revenge, but he just glanced at me and went back to playing with his phone. It seemed like a coincidence.
I was desperately praying for the bus to come quickly, and then the bus arrived. But when I got on...
That person also got on.
It was the worst. I wanted them to get off quickly, but they didn't get off until I did.
I was happy, thinking that I was finally free, but an even more shocking truth awaited me.
After getting off the bus, the person headed to the university I attend.
The same school, surprisingly.
Is he a staff member? Or just visiting? Maybe a professor?
No, that's not it──
He was a senior in the same department.
When I entered the lecture room, I realized that the class was a required class for the dance department.
And then that person was there too.
Moreover, whenever that person sat down, the students around him immediately tried to sit next to him. Huh? Maybe he was popular?
I wondered what it was, and soon I found out why.
He was the top student in his department.
I had heard stories about that guy before.
She is the top student in the dance department and is popular and famous.
When I met such an amazing person for the first time, I hugged him and burst into tears...
I want to die.
As I was stunned, I suddenly heard something.
"Today, it was about Senior XX again..."
I was thinking that he was definitely someone who would become a topic of conversation wherever he went, when suddenly──
"Hi"
Our eyes met.
What's more, as soon as our eyes met, this senior mouthed the words "Hello."
No, what's with that relaxed smile? You've completely read my impatience.
This guy is totally strategist. What should I do?
It's over.
help me.
comment:
Anonymous: "Isn't that fate?"
Anonymous: "I'll do a quick fortune telling. I bet we'll be together before this is over."
Response: "What, you're going to throw a romance into this sudden turn of events? lol"Poster: "Do you know how badly I wanted to crawl into a hole?"Anonymous: "Poster, you made an account today, right? It's obvious that you made that nickname lol"
Anonymous: "How anxious were you?" Anonymous: "I'm surprised the poster is a dance major."
Poster: "When did you see me?" Anonymous: "lol" Anonymous: "It's kind of sad that the poster doesn't get along with her brother... It doesn't feel like the distance between real siblings, it feels like they have a genuine bad relationship..."
Anonymous: "This is the first time I've read a story with such a clear beginning, development, twist and conclusion."
Anonymous: "That's actually good." Poster: "Did it show that I'm secretly a little happy? (lol)" Anonymous: "I was reading the comments and I thought the poster seems like a really nice person. They seem popular."
Anonymous: "Why are you suddenly confessing? The poster is already the top of the department." Poster: "Well, who decided that?" Anonymous: "You were the one who made that comment earlier, weren't you?" Anonymous: "I really want this to be made into a TV drama."
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