[Female protagonist]
"Bye, Oppa~ Drive safely,
I told you that you could just take a taxi... You'd be tired if you came all the way here just to drop me off...
Hurry up,,,,
I heard there's a recording coming up later,,,"
[Baekhyun]
"I'm not tired at all,,,,
I'm so happy that I can be with you a little longer~~~"
[Female protagonist]
"You make me so bright
Haha ...
I'm going~~~ Drive safely"
[Baekhyun]
"Hey,,,,hey lady,,,,
Do you want to stay a little longer? I have something to tell you,,,"
[Yeoju]
"huh,,,,,,,,,,,"
I was concerned about my brother's mood, which seemed a little down all afternoon, but I tried to pretend not to notice.
Somehow, my brother is acting a little strange today,,,
I don't know exactly when and why I started feeling offended, but today my brother is a little different.
[Baekhyun]
"My lady,,,,
There's something I couldn't tell you,,,,"
[Yeoju]
",,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,"
[Baekhyun]
"What I do,,,,"
[Female protagonist]
"Composing~? Are you doing it~?"
[Baekhyun]
",,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
I'm not a composer,,,,
I'm not a lyricist,,,
Of course, there are songs that I wrote and composed.
My job is not a composer,,,"
[Yeoju]
"then?,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,"
[Baekhyun]
"My job is a singer,,,
More precisely, idol singers,,,,,"
[Yeoju]
",,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
wait for a sec!!!!!!
Don't say anything and wait,,,,"
I couldn't believe what was coming out of my brother's mouth, so I cut him off.
I thought there was something secret from my brother,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
I can't believe the story, so I pick up my phone and try to search for my brother by typing the three letters of his name in the search bar to confirm.
'That's ridiculous,,,,,
Even though I don't know much about celebrities, how could I not know what my boyfriend, whom I've been seeing for over a month, does or what kind of person he is,,,,,,,'
I felt sorry for myself.
I was so surprised that my hands were shaking, so I kept writing and erasing the short three-letter name several times without being able to complete it.
9
I'm not particularly sad. I'm not angry either.
I was just surprised.
An unbelievable story coming from the mouth of a man I had briefly fallen in love with and trusted deeply.
I was just a little surprised.
In the end, I couldn't finish typing his name on my phone and just threw it in my bag.
[Baekhyun]
"My lady,,,,"
[Female protagonist]
“It must have been fun deceiving me,,,? Right?
When I told you about Kyungsoo, you must have laughed inside...
Why didn't you tell me from the beginning?
No, no.
But why me?
Why me,,,,,,
There must be many better women out there,,,,,
Why me,,,,,"
[Baekhyun]
"What about you~?"
[Female protagonist]
"You know,,,,,,,,,,,,
Dirty,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,"
[Baekhyun]
"This lady!!!!
I'm sorry I couldn't be honest with you
If you say that one more time
“Oppa, you’re going to be really angry.”
[Yeoju]
“You chose me because I looked easy? Ha,,,,,,,,,,,
It must have been really fun,,,“
I've always pretended everything was fine.
My brother said he was an accident at the time, so he tried harder and more carefully to avoid hurting me. Knowing that he was more hurt and concerned, I tried harder not to reveal my wounds.
but
It wasn't okay.
I still have nightmares every few days that make me sweat all over.
Even if I open the door to run away, that trash is still standing in front of me, and it takes me back to that place.
At first, I was so grateful to my brother for accepting me even though he saw and knew everything.
But the more my feelings for my brother grow, the more I feel small and shabby.
I hated it.
Why on earth was it my brother who opened the door that day,,,,,,,,
My brother always covered himself with a mask and hat, and although I teased him about being a man with a lot of debt, I could tell that it wasn't the problem he was hiding.
But I thought my faults were too great, so I sometimes thought it would be better if my brother were a debt collector who was chased by loan sharks.
Now that I know what kind of person my brother really is, I feel pathetic.
Right now, I feel like he is so far away,,,,
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She didn't get angry or cry at what I said.
When we finally parted ways, as always, he never forgot to tell me to drive safely and have a good time.
'I'll call you when I get there,,,,
Don't think about anything else and just rest,,,'
“The customer is not answering the phone,”
She remains silent on my several phone calls and KakaoTalk messages.
[Baekhyun]
"Brother, I'm going out for a bit."
[Junmyeon]
"No!!! I have to finish recording the OST today.
Jongdae, it's your turn to record next.
Chanyeol, Sehun, and Pni's rap lyrics are still unfinished,,,
Kyungsoo said that the filming of the drama was delayed and that he would come at 11 o'clock, so there was no other option but to wait!!!!!!"
Junmyeon hyung has never refused my requests or suggestions, but he is firm when it comes to work.
I know that type of person so well that talking about it any longer will only hurt each other's feelings.
All I can do now is stare at the phone that won't ring.
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The time now is 2:30 in the morning.
16 messages while my brother is away
I don't know what to say or how to answer the phone, so I'm on the phone.
He just stares blankly at it and doesn't readily accept it.
KakaoTalk
KakaoTalk
KakaoTalk
I don't know when I fell asleep.
I remember seeing up to the 23rd phone call.
5:12
It's still early for work, but I don't really feel like going back to sleep, so I wash up and get ready for work.
It's early summer, but the weather is still a little chilly in the early morning.
This is my first time going to work at this hour, so I'm shivering in my thin, short-sleeved blouse.
Then a black jumper is wrapped around my back.
"Wear this,,,,,,"
This person standing behind me.
I couldn't see his face because he was turned around, but I could tell.
The faint scent of coffee from him, the warm hand on my shoulder, his deep voice.
It was just one night, but it feels like so much time has passed.
I spent the whole night worrying and worrying about my relationship with him.
If he is a popular idol loved by many people, then I don't deserve to be by his side. I would just be a big flaw to him.
My brother and I have thought countless times about how to let go of each other without getting hurt.
There is no such method in the first place.
Just thinking about the end with him like this makes my heart ache so much that I can't breathe.
As soon as I felt his voice and his touch, I knew more clearly.
I can't leave him,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
I'm shameless, I'm not qualified, but I want to be by his side,,,,,,,
This time I have to be brave.
In relation to him, no calculation can be made before him.
All the worries I had all night were useless.
I'm just not myself in front of him,,,,,,
I love him too much to let him go.
No, I love you.
[Yeoju]
"love you"
[Baekhyun]
",,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,"
My brother didn't say anything.
No, I couldn't say anything.
Tears flow endlessly down his cheeks, hidden by his hat.
My brother's tears said it all.
Last night was such a long time for you too,,,,,,,,
[Yeoju]
“I love you, Byun Baekhyun.”
Again, we returned to our original selves as if nothing had happened.
If there's anything that's changed, it's that our thoughts about each other have become deeper than before...
After a busy week, it's Saturday morning again.
zing zing
Our heroine
[Baekhyun]
",,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,"
[Yeoju]
"Hello~~~
Oppa,,,,?????!!!!"
[Baekhyun]
",,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,"
[Female protagonist]
"Are you sleeping~~?
Haha ...
[Baekhyun]
"Woo~ung
I recorded until dawn yesterday,,,
Oppa, I'm so sleepy,,,,,,,,,"
[Yeoju]
"Hahaha, he's a hard worker."
[Baekhyun]
"Graham hahaha
When this guy works again
"I'm sure~~~"
[Female protagonist]
"Haha, okay, you worked hard, so I'll give you a break... Take a break today,
"I think I'll meet Arin again after a long time and watch a movie."
[Baekhyun]
"Me~?"
[Female protagonist]
"Huh~?"
[Baekhyun]
"Me~? What do you want me to do?"
[Yeoju]
"What are you doing? Get some sleep~~~~ㅎㅎㅎㅎㅎㅎㅎㅎㅎㅎㅎㅎㅎㅎㅎㅎㅎㅎㅎ"
[Baekhyun]
"nah,,,,
"You can't do that!!!"
[Female protagonist]
"We met two days ago,,,,,,,
Hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha"
[Baekhyun]
"Hey, back then I saw you for exactly 20 minutes after working overtime!!!!
,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,"
[Female protagonist]
"That's fine
Haha ...
[Baekhyun]
“,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,”
[Yeoju]
"no way,,,
"You're not upset, are you~?"
[Baekhyun]
",,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
instead,,,,,,,,
My lady,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,"
[Yeoju]
"huh,,,?!!"
[Baekhyun]
"Instead, play with me tomorrow!!!
Doing what I want to do,,,"
[Yeoju]
"Yeah~~~ Okay~~~
Hahahahahaha
What do you want to do???"
[Baekhyun]
"secret!!!"