#10
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I didn't want to engage in conversation with him. His knowing gaze was irritating, and I turned to Kim Namjoon, who was looking for me. I ignored Kim Seokjin, who offered to come with me.
"I think I told you not to come or go."
“I’m not calling because I want to.”
Kim Namjoon handed me a piece of paper.
"Student Council...?"
Looking through the contents, it was about a student council unity trip. Judging by the fact that she was giving me this piece of paper, it seems she belongs to the student council. I understand why Han Soo-ji is on the student council, but I'm a little curious as to how she got there.
"I think the student council definitely broadcasted a meeting."
"I didn't hear it."
"That's not my business."
"And you're being rude."
"Isn't that something you should be saying?"
I didn't really have anything to say, but what can I do? It seems like Kim Namjoon, you did something pointless. I have no intention of getting involved in this.
Suzy snatched the pencil that Kim Namjoon was holding, wrote her name and student number on the application form, and marked the box indicating that she would not participate.
"Okay. Okay?"
"Did you check it properly?"
"Uh, I'm not going."
Suji quickly left the place, afraid that if she continued talking, she might get even more entangled.
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I was probably resting in my room when I got home. When my father told me to come down to the study, I hid my anxiety and headed there.
"What's going on?"
"I heard at school that you're going on a unity trip?"
"...yes."
"Make sure you go. I already told the school."
I had my doubts, but it was as expected. I'd already noticed that they were monitoring my daily life. But I hadn't expected them to insist on a group trip, so I refused, which was completely pointless.
"....."
"answer."
"yes."
I can't get used to that person's murderous gaze.
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I got a call from Park Jimin. I don't know why he's so unwilling to break up with me. He doesn't seem to like me, nor does he seem to hate me.
The more I distanced myself from Park Jimin, who was acting in an incomprehensible way, the more I gave up on the situation as it got closer.
"....."
I know he hangs out with those seven, but sometimes when I see him, I don't feel like we're close. It's just that Park Jimin has a different vibe.
I didn't want to drag out the conversation. It was so early in the morning that I held back from ignoring it.
"Happiness..."
I don't remember a time in my life when I was truly happy, to the point where the word "happiness" feels awkward. I don't even know what defines happiness. What exactly is happiness?
No one taught me happiness. I've always been alone. I never even wished for it. The hardest thing about living as a human being is loneliness.
When will you leave me...
I wish you would stop watching...
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I went to school as usual today, but the sudden change in the class atmosphere left me breathless. Why was I feeling so oppressed?
"....."
I wondered why everyone was staring at me, and it seemed to be because of my desk. I wished this messy desk wasn't mine, but there was no way around it.
"The level is really..."
I think I have a rough idea of what kind of reaction you're hoping for. But I'm not Han Soo-ji. Which means I have no intention of playing along with their games.
"You thought I'd bite if you threw me some food?"
"....."
"Clean it up quickly."
"Before I kill you."
It was a warning. If I were in my original state, I wouldn't have cared. But maybe it's because I'm Han Soo-ji now. It's hard to hide my irritation.
"You guys are too pathetic to consider me your enemy, not Yeoju."
Ah. Again. I've started acting on my own again, against my will.Han Su-ji, you... are alive?
"You're being a jerk to an innocent person."
I glanced at my desk, which was covered in red paint, and then at the back of the boy's arm, who was scornfully scorning me. His arm was stained with red paint.
"If you're going to bully, you better do it right, right?"
He grabbed the boy's arm violently and tripped him.
"it's crazy!?"
"That's you, you crazy bitch."
Suzy, who had her hands covered in red paint, smeared it all over the child's face until it covered his entire face.
"Let go of this!!"
"Then why are you touching me?"
Suzy turned away from him and said, "If you act like this one more time, I'll kill you too. Just like that."
As soon as I finished saying those words, the strength left my body. I was no longer acting out of control. Of course, there was no telling when it would happen again.
Han Soo-ji, what on earth are you?
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Ah, I have a sprained ankle... I need to buy it🤭😬
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