You woke up, tears running down your face. It’s been like this every night since he’s been gone. You say there with your face between your knees, sobbing.
~Flashback + Chris POV~
I started the vlive, trying to keep myself together. This would be the last... the last time I’d speak to them... the last time they’d see me... The live started and people immediately flooded in. I gulped and blinked the tears back. “H-hey guys...”, I said in a shaky voice. “Um... I went live to tell you that... I love you and everything you’ve done for me and stray kids. I know this isn’t enough to apologize for what I’m going to do... I... I...”, and then I broke down. I started sobbing right there on camera. “I- I just want to say I-I’m so sorry”, I said while the tears ran down my face.
“Channie what’s wrong?”, “Chris are you alright?”, I skimmed through a couple comments, smiled sadly and said, “I’m sorry...”, then ended the live.
~Your POV~
You joined the live near the beginning but you couldn’t figure out what was going on. You didn’t think much of it... maybe he just needed to vent... You fell asleep soon after being worn out from your earlier day. You woke up to your phone ringing. You checked it and had over 500 messages from your ‘Stray Kids Groupchat’ on Instagram. You opened the app and tried to skim through what was happening but it was all going to fast. ‘What’s going on??’, you asked. ‘Check all the kpop websites...’, was all they said. I went on koreaboo and saw something I wish I never would have. “Stray kids Chris reported to have passed away last night”. You broke down. You never thought this could happen... you never thought this would’ve happened...