I have an older brother who is five years older than me and lives with me and eats the same food as me.
If you have siblings, you almost always fight, and you fight in a very childish way.
And we are no exception.
"Ah, Park Jimin!!!! Why did you eat all the ice cream when I told you to do so!!"
"Ice cream is sooooo delicious~~"
"This is really childish.. How can you do this to your younger sibling after being 25 years old?!!"
"Yeah, but still"
My older brother who teases me every single day is BTS's Jimin.
Today is a holiday so I came home,
When I see what he does for his fans, I think he's really amazing.
How nice it would be if you could do even half of that for me...
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Our pattern is always the same.
Today it's ice cream, but the snacks I bought last time were gone.
When I asked my mom, she said she didn't know.
As soon as my brother came back from going out, I started to argue.
"Did you eat my snacks?"
"Why are you eating cookies?"
"Lies... If you didn't eat the snacks, why did you find an empty snack bag in your room!!"
Always like this.
It's really boring, but we've been doing this every day like it's our daily routine,
It would be strange if I didn't play for even a day.
But in the end, something bigger than this happened.
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I had a boyfriend, but he broke up with me shortly after we started dating.
After that, he just said sorry and ignored my calls all day.
Actually, that day was the day my brother changed my profile picture to a photo because he didn't know about it.
I went into my brother's room and screamed loudly.
" 야 박지민 !!!! 진짜 개새끼야 ?
"Why are you suddenly like that?"
"You really don't know why I'm doing this, so you're asking? You secretly changed my profile picture to a photo of a girl!! My boyfriend broke up with me because of you!!!!!
"No, ugh..
"Don't make excuses. There's no use making excuses. Did you want to see me having a hard time? How are you happy because I'm having a hard time? Are you happy? Oppa, I didn't think it would be that bad. This is the worst."
I slammed the door shut and left the room.
Come into my room and lock the door,
I covered myself with the blanket and cried all the tears I would shed in my life that day.
"Hey. Open the door, Park Yeo-ju."
" no . "
"Where is the evidence that you broke up because of me?"
"If not for that, then there's no reason to break up?"
I slammed the door open and left the house.
I was singing and crying at a karaoke bar near my house.
Suddenly I heard a 'Kyaak-' sound
I peeked out and saw that it was my older brother.
A few minutes later, he came to the room I was in,
I cried a lot.
"I'm sorry, lady. I've been through a lot."
"I'm more sorry. It's not because of you."
"You always say it's because of me - "
"My friend told me that he's a two-timer."
"What the f*ck, isn't he trash? Who is he? Should I say something?"
"ㅋㅋㅋ No, I can't because it'll be difficult for me if you go, oppa ㅋㅋㅋ"
"Hahaha really? Haha I'll sing you a song."
"This night is for you. Promise me you can be honest with me now.
No matter how many times a day you feel alone, don't abandon me.
"Here, stop for a moment, put your pinky in my hand, and now promise me."
"Thank you, and I'm sorry."
No matter how much I hate him, I'm glad he's my brother who understands my heart the best.