The story of meeting my ex-boyfriend while working part-time after breaking up
Hey, how far did we get back then?
Oh, I just told you how we started dating.
That's all you guys know!
Then, I started to like him, so he confessed first, and of course, my answer was yes.
But there was a problem.
Meeting Jeon Jungkook? It was just a dreamlike time.
But it's not enough for just me and my brother to be happy.
We're really doing great, but it feels like everyone around us just wants us to end?
It wasn't a feeling, it just felt right.
Whenever I told my friends that I was meeting my brother, their reaction was always the same.
"...Are you okay?"
I honestly didn't understand why you asked if it was okay.
But after meeting him for a month, I realized...
During that month, I was so focused on my brother that I didn't care what others thought.
It felt like we were just waiting for it to end.
Of course, you knew too..
One day, a junior of mine took the same class as my older brother.
"Is that him?"
"That Jeon Jungkook..? That person?"
"Hey, he's really handsome - "
"But I heard you have a girlfriend..."
Oh really? That girl must have a lot of money.I thought I heard all the whispering behind me.
But the one who stays still isn't Jeon Jungkook.
You might think so, but my brother just stayed still.
If I say one thing for nothing, ten words will come back to me, you know that too.
So, right after that class, he called me and asked to see me for a bit.
I happened to be taking a major class at school, so I suggested we meet up.
But I was a little surprised by one thing that came out of my brother.
"I was just taking a class and all people were talking about was you."
Why are you surprised? I thought you would get angry, but you said it calmly ;;
So I just asked, pretending to be calm and like nothing happened.
"···so?"
"What did you say again?"
“I didn’t say anything. I was afraid that if I threw a rock, it would bounce off and hit you.”
But eventually, that stone was meant to be thrown, and one day, I was hit by that stone and ended up with a lot of wounds.
But how can things still be okay between us?
One day we had a fight over something very trivial.
Of course, it's not like we were on good terms until then and then suddenly started fighting over something trivial.
We just became sensitive to each other due to things around us, and we each had our own circumstances.
"···I told you I didn't like this."
"Oh, sorry. I forgot. Let's do it again, let's do it again."
"What are you doing again? Let's just do this then."
Since my brother and I are in the same club, we ended up designing the poster for our club festival together.
Of course, I'm in the design department, so that's my responsibility.
My brother just said he would do it with me because I told him to.
"You said you didn't like this. Just do something else."
"···We don't have that much time. Why don't we just do it right from the start?"
"So this is my fault again?"
"So this is my fault?"
"No. It's all my fault. I'm sorry, I'm sorry."
"I'm really sick of saying sorry, so please stop."
"Then what should I say here? What, you're going to ask why I'm apologizing when it's all your fault?"
"···So what's wrong with you saying that this is all my fault and that you can't even find fault with me and always say sorry?"
"Okay. Okay, I get it. So, please, just say it once, lady."
Fighting over things like this has become a daily routine.
We would fight with each other all the time, getting really angry, and then at some point we would make up and get along, and that would just keep repeating infinitely.
I'm getting a little tired of it now. Every day is the same and the stress just keeps building up.
If we just talk about fighting like this
You have no idea how stressed I was?
I was a bit patient at first.
"Hey, is that him? The one with the handsome guy in the new room?"
"What the heck lol it's nothing."
Even seniors who took the same classes, were in the same department, and even in a different grade, would always call me Jeon Jungkook's girlfriend whenever they saw me.
Well, that could be the case with CC.
Is it because the title “Jeon Jungkook’s girlfriend” follows you around?
I thought it was because my boyfriend was so popular.
But that's not good for me either.
"I honestly don't know what's so great about Bae Yeo-ju."
"Do you have a lot of money?"
I wondered if I really had to go to school while hearing things like this.
Of course I liked you very much. But I met you because I liked you.
But contrary to my expectations, my brother didn't say a word.
But my brother also heard me say this and knew that it was hard for him.
But I can't say a word
In the end, the end came quickly.
"···You knew it."
"Honestly, I know you've been having a hard time lately."
"But you won't say a word? You can't?"
"I told you before. I couldn't do it because I was afraid that one wrong word would hurt you for no reason."
"···Are you serious? Are you just worried that it might turn out bad for you too?"
"...Hey, give me a belly."
"Oh, I'm sorry. So let's stop talking now."
"···Please stop, I'm sorry. And if not now, then when? How long are you putting it off?"
"I told you I kept putting it off. You and I are both in a bad mood, so if we keep doing this, we'll fight. Let's talk later."
"I guess you never get tired of it, oppa. I'm really tired of it now."
"We fight every day, make up roughly, and live like nothing happened."
"I'm really tired and fed up now."
I really like you too. Meeting you made me so happy, and I felt all the emotions I'd never felt before. But this isn't it. How would you feel, knowing I was sobbing and struggling, knowing it was all because of you?
I really loved her, but I wonder what my brother felt like back then, when he couldn't control his feelings.
In the end, my brother couldn't do anything.
So we broke up
Since we broke up, our names have been mentioned significantly less often than before.
It wasn't like it had completely decreased, but it wasn't as hard as before.
We didn't break up on good terms, but we broke up while still in love.
It was natural that we were both uncomfortable because we broke up while we were both tired.
Since we were in the same club and CC, it became natural for us to run into each other.
Of course, it was my brother who avoided it first.
The wounds you gave me must have left a deep impression on your heart, because you avoided me for quite some time.
Even when eating at the cafeteria or when we met in the school hallway
My brother always avoided my eyes and I could see him trying not to meet my gaze.
It was so uncomfortable to see my brother like that that I ended up changing clubs first.
I had always been interested in taking pictures, so I joined a photography club.
Moved.
Then I met a good person.
"Oh, I... hello..."
"Ah, ah, ah yes, hello."
That person hasn't been able to meet my eyes since the day we first met.
"Ah, no no lol I have to get this right first."
"Huh? This is it?"
When I see that person, I often see my brother's image overlapping with mine.
"Ah ...
"···No, then what should I do? Like this?"
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"Do you like dogs?"
"I totally did. I went to see a puppy with my brother before too..."
"Oh, no, of course I like puppies."
"···It's okay. You'll feel better soon. If you're having a hard time, call me and tell me to be your drinking buddy.
You can do it. I have a lot of time.
I don't know why, but it strangely makes me want to rely on it.
It was a person.
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"···Taehyung, can you come out for a moment?"
"Huh? What's wrong?"
"He...a drinking buddy."
Oh, wait a minute. You know that bar in front of the school? I'll be waiting there.
I'm at the school library now. I'll be there soon.But to this person
I wish I could tell you all about my story.
So I just said it.
"I think I know everything you're saying."
"I said something really weird. Do you get it?"
"You speak so well, Miss Yeoju_ You're so funny."
"You're just kidding ٩(๑``^´๑)۶"
The female protagonist draws a picture of a sullen expression on a restaurant napkin.
This is my expression right now. Do I look like this? Don't make me angry.
"Ah ..., oh, they look exactly the same?"
"It's cute, it's cute."
I honestly thought I would never feel excited again after Oppa.
That wasn't it.
"···Taehyung, don't you date?"
"Me too, I should do it. But I'm the type of person who has a hard time dating because I'm not good at talking and making eye contact when I like someone."
"Huh? I don't think so at all... It seems like it would be really bold."
"That lady, you don't make eye contact very well."
"That's right - Taehyung, you greeted me without even looking me in the eye the first day you saw me."
"...?"
"...Is it really not happening anymore?"
"Ah, ah. Uh.. me.."
"Uh... I'm not mentally ready yet..."
"Oh, I'm not asking you to answer right away. I just want you to know.
Now that you know
I'll keep showing off to you, Yeoju. I'll be shy at first, but once you get to know me,
"It's really intense."
It's been a while since I've seen someone like this, so I'm a little excited. It's not like this with my brother.
Because there wasn't any.
So, it may look bad to others
I broke up with my boyfriend 7 months ago and then I started CC again.
Luckily, I met Taehyung. We were in the same grade and in a similar department, so we talked more.
It went well.
While I was meeting Taehyung, I felt more stable than when I was meeting my brother.
I met them. Although there were some who were dissatisfied with the CC.
Honestly, even I feel the same way.
But I just went to school with a face plate on.
Then I met my brother.
I actually made eye contact with someone with this expression while eating at the cafeteria.
But I was eating with Taehyung next to him.
But Taehyung also intentionally switched seats with me because I met him.
But didn't I say in my previous post? I work at a cafe and my brother came.
My brother graduated from college first
I've been dating Taehyung for two years.
"···ruler?"
"You really sleep well anywhere..."
"You're still sleepy even though I'm working hard in front of you..?"
"...You talk to yourself a lot."
"Did you always talk to yourself while watching me sleep?"
"You know what's the most annoying thing in the world?"
"Why are you asking when you already know?"
"Sister, I'm going to work, so just wait here. Let's eat meat after we're done!"
"Oh, Bae Yeo-ju, is today the day you get your part-time job?"
"Of course. What does our Taehyung want to eat? Yeoju will buy it for you."
"Um, Taehyung is beef."
"Call! Let's put some gravy in the boat tonight."
Tiring -
"Welcome···."
"···what?"
"long time no see."
What kind of intruder is this? Kim Taehyung's expression is also crumpled and pleasing to the eye, and what is my expression? Jeon Jungkook looks comfortable alone.
Oh, what do I do now?