[8]
[Ugh! Why? Why? Why, why, why do you have to live married to Yoon Ki-hyung?]
When I checked Jungkook's text and called him, he was already on the verge of a meltdown. Had he really completely frozen in place? Virtual dating shows don't usually reveal the exact person you'll be with before filming, so you can't really know who you're going to meet until filming. But somehow, since the person was chosen within BTS, Jungkook already knew who he was.
"But I think I have to do this. My manager said I absolutely can't refuse this."
[So, are you saying that Yoon Ki-hyung and Ham-i are getting married, not dating?]
"It's virtual anyway. It's not real."
Honestly, I wanted to be married to Jungkook, but I still have a strong regret. And since the other person happened to be Yoongi, I thought Jungkook must be incredibly worried.
[Real marriage.]
"huh?"
[You really have to marry me, Ham.]
Suddenly, marriage? My face flushed red at Jungkook's direct confession. I thought it had been quite some time since we started dating, but his reckless side hadn't changed.
"Marriage all of a sudden."
[Why? You're marrying Yoon Ki-hyung, but not me?]
"I told you it's fake."
[I don't know! But it's still marriage!]
I told you that you have to understand that Jungkook is jealous. He's a total jealous prince.
"Was our Jeongguk jealous?"
[Do you think my heart will be set at ease just by calling us Jeongguk?]
"We're kuku kuku!"
[You think acting cute will make it go away? Why don't you know that?]
Jungkook is simple, they say. He's usually quite indifferent to other things, but he melts under my aegyo. Jungkook makes me feel truly valuable and meaningful. Before I met him, I never felt that way. After meeting him, I started thinking about myself and even selfish thoughts. That must mean I've gained that much confidence in myself.
"Jungkook."
[yes.]
"thank you."
[What! I still haven't given permission for Yoongi-hyung to marry!]
"No, not that."
[Then what?]
The answer to Jungkook's question was so comprehensive. I had so much to be grateful for.
"For making me feel valued."
[...]
"There are many more. Since I met Jungkook, it seems like only good things have happened to me."
[so do i.]
"huh?"
Ever since I first met Ham on his personal website, I've been getting a lot of positive energy from him. It's what motivated me, and ultimately, I think it's helped me land in a good position. Now, it's a surge of energy in a slightly different way.
Jeongguk muttered to himself, mumbling the words behind his back.
[Jungkook! Stop talking on the phone and come! Are you going up on stage with your phone?]
Jimin's voice came through Jungkook's phone. It seemed like it was time to go up on stage.
"Jungkook, go on stage now! You have to do it coolly."
[Yeah. I'll do my best. Ham said today was his day off too. Are you sure you want to monitor him?]
"Okay. I'll be watching you look cool."
BTS's performance was live streamed on V App. As soon as BTS appeared on stage, a huge cheer erupted. There was a time when I was so happy just to see that with my own eyes. Now, Jungkook is within arm's reach. I can hear his voice whenever I want. There's a slight time difference, but it's not entirely impossible.
"I can't believe such a cool guy is my boyfriend."
He even asked me to marry him. It might still be a long way off, but I've been picturing married life with Jungkook ever since. When I open my eyes in the morning, Jungkook is next to me. He's disheveled. He's brushing his teeth with me. He's preparing breakfast. My mind is filled with Jungkook.
"What should I do?"
I've become someone who can't leave Jungkook anymore. I'm so deeply in love with him.
.
.
"Yoongi. Are you really not going to do it?"
BTS's manager is sparing no effort in persuading Yoongi. With Yoongi gaining popularity for his cute, little fairy image, appearing on "We Got Married" was a crucial step for him to take in the entertainment industry. Of course, fans might not want that.
"I won't. I want to be successful in music. I'm not interested in variety shows."
"But Ham-i works with you and you're close. There are a lot of fan fictions these days that feature you and Ham-i. Of course, Ham-i only writes the photos."
"Jungkook told me to do that. Jungkook wanted to do that. Didn't you see just now? He said he would do it even if it meant dying."
"It's dangerous for Jungkook to be in his current position. If you look at it objectively, Jungkook has a huge fan base right now. Of course, you're not the only one who's missing out. But you'll probably be less jealous."
"Okay. Let Jeongguk do it. Oh, and make Jeongguk know that I'm your partner in the drama for a while."
Yoongi had a bright smile on his face, as if he was happy to tease Jeongguk.
"Min Yoongi. Do you have a secretly evil side? Your face is as bright as a child's."
“A man’s jealousy is also scary.”
"jealousy?"
"There is something like that."
Jungkook took Yoongi's bait.