I'm quitting my fandom now.
"Hey, what's going on?"
Today, my birthday, I was lazing around at home when I got a call. My only friend was Kim Taehyung, so I wondered who else would call at this hour... but there it was: Min Yoongi.
-It's your birthday.
"Surely Superstar Min Yoongi is going to celebrate my birthday? Okay, I'm ready to go. Okay, please say happy birthday."
-You must be a real fanboy. Seeing as you don't know anything about it.
"? What news? There's no one around me who likes Min Yoongi."
-My album came out.
"? I didn't see you preparing the song while filming the movie."
-Anyway, look.
"But if you keep asking people who have left the group to listen to the song, it's really like this ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ It's not that great~"
-Oh my.
"I'll give it a listen. But I'm busy, so I don't know when I'll be able to listen to it~"
-I would appreciate it if you could listen to all the songs included~
"As someone who has left the game, I wouldn't listen to any apps that might be included in the charts."
-ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋOkay, I get it. Listen now.
"Yes. I have a broad mind, so I'll listen."
-Please listen carefully.
After the call, I searched for Min Yoongi. News articles about his new album release, his #1 spot on the music charts, etc. came out, and when I checked my music app, I saw that his fans were going crazy.
[Sosubin - You are special to me] Be sure to listen✔
I called to brag about my song, but what a great song he'd made. He even called me. I was skeptical, but I listened anyway. And of course, there's a video ^^
"The cells are dead. It must be a love song."
I don't know what I expected. I thought he might be upset if I relayed this exact reaction. Just in case, I put on some music and called Min Yoongi. Thanks to his sharp response, we listened to the song together.
"Hey~! I'm listening right now, please confirm~"
-Oh really?
"But why did you ask me to listen?"
-Look at the lyrics too.
"I don't look at the lyrics."
-Aren't you listening to the title song?
"That's right. I'll go check the lyrics."
I'll be by your side
When I'm next to you
Your thoughts, your expressions too
It has meaning to me
I'll be your night
When it finally got dark
I'll be your star
Love is destined for me
As if by fate, we keep meeting each other
I want to live in your day
I like that side of me more
It reminds me of you
"I saw the lyrics. They're good."
I try to be as positive as possible. I listen without thinking much, but I try to be as sincere as possible.
-How was it?
"Oh my, I'm bragging.."
-Happy birthday. This is my gift to you.
"....what?"
-He asked me to make a song. This album is my birthday present.
"The album is my gift?"
-I asked you to make a song.
"Oh, that was just a joke..."
-Don't you want a physical album? What should I do? I have to come this time too.
"You said it was a birthday present... Please send it to me by courier."
-No, no. Come to the company.
"It's really annoying."
-To the person who wrote the song, right now,
"Okay. I'll go."
I hadn't changed since coming back from the Kim Taehyung exhibition, so I just left. Since I didn't have to get ready, it wasn't a hassle. On the bus ride to Min Yoongi's agency, I kept listening to his songs. The more I listened, the more I thought they sounded good. But they weren't quite "heart-fluttering, cool, cool."
"I'm here."
"Are you here?"
"Are these songs all my birthday presents? There's no "Happy Birthday" in them. And why are there only love songs?"
"The gift I give you."
"Ah...you're telling me to date? Seriously..."
"lol"
"Oh, what is it.."
"I knew you were clueless since I was a fan of yours... but you're just too clueless."
"? Why? What's in the lyrics? Is there something hidden in the music video? An Easter egg or something?"
"Oh, that's enough. Just look at the album."
"Wow, wasn't it a digital single?"
"No, no. I asked you on the phone earlier if you wanted the actual album."
"Oh, so this album isn't for sale.."
"If it wasn't for sale, would you have tried to sell it?"
"Ahahahahahahahahaha the album photos are pretty. But why are there only your face on them when they are my gifts?"
"Look at me a lot."
"Huh... Really"
Min Yoongi, who has a full-time job, used to make my heart race, but since I quit being a fan, I don't think about it anymore and just give a robotic reaction that he's pretty. Even that was the best reaction I could give. He even wrote a song for my birthday, so I felt so bad that I decided to pour out my soul and respond. A reaction I didn't even give to Kim Taehyung.
"Wow~ It came out well. Wow, it's so pretty. Who took the picture? No, the model is the best~~"
"I know you're a fanboy, so don't overdo it~! The gift is over."
"Oh, sorry~..hmm"
"I'm going out for a bit, so come check out my studio. I did all the interior design. Just be careful."
That's how it ended, me alone, embarrassed and pissed. Then I went to check out the newly renovated studio. The studio had a lot more items on display, from fan gifts to various alcoholic beverages and perfumes. While I was looking around, I noticed the computer wasn't turned off, so I sat down and clicked on a video on it.
"What is this?"
Min Yoongi was about to leave when he heard my call and turned around, and I turned around too.
"what?"
"I didn't see this on the album, is this a video that's coming out soon? An unreleased song?"
"Oh, sleep,"
"Skit? What is this?"
[Favorite feeling
The video came on and I realized. I had just been a real slut among sluts. Min Yoongi was running towards me, and I was trying to turn it off in a hurry. I thought of Kim Taehyung asking me to get permission to come in. Blame me for this lack of control... I'm a real slut.
Hello everyone, this is Duburang🌸 It's been a while since I've been here. I'm almost at the end now. It took me a while to write because I had to think about the ending to get the storyline right.
I'm a little worried about whether the song matches the text..ㅎ
The final part will follow in the next post. This is not a bug, it's intended!
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I always hope everyone who reads my posts is happy. Have a happy weekend today, and for those of you going to the BTS concert soon, I hope you all have a safe and fun time. ㅎㅎ
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