I'm so lonely

5

"What are you doing."



“I know, I don’t.”



"what's the matter."



 
"just..."



I became hypersensitive to every word, and it became difficult to interact with people. Because a burning resentment was already burning inside me, my depression worsened and became unbearable. I felt like I could collapse at any moment.



I smiled, taking pleasure in something that had settled red. Since I was no longer a normal person, you could say that half of me was broken. It's punishment for leaving me alone. People like you will fall into a pit of fire. Die, die, die. I shouted while wiping the red something. Die. What is love that you ignore me? My mental state became increasingly complicated. The reason I live is because I enjoy seeing you suffer. Because I am a useless person, because you always look at me strangely. A sharp object dug deep into my chest. Even in such a terrible situation, I just smiled.




I live this lonely, suffering life, and you're doing well? You're meeting someone else and falling in love? What's wrong with you? My mind was already deranged. I clung to her closely.



“What, what are you doing?”



“You too, deserve to be punished for making things difficult for me.”



So she lost consciousness, and now I had no regrets about dying. You came to me. That's enough. What more could I ask for? From now on, do as I say, or I'll make it so you can't even breathe. From now on, this isn't love. You're just my puppy.













Do you know why I'm trying to kill you like that?















You made me lonely and sick.













It's okay. You will suffer forever now.


















I love you, Byul-ah.