I'm sorry I liked you

2. I went to my dead funeral.

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Why is it that even if I were to be reincarnated, I would still be in the body of Jeong Yeo-ju?
Because Jeong Yeo-ju hates me, Choi Soo-bin hates Jeong Yeo-ju too
I remember hating it so much...





No, no, am I really Jeong Yeo-ju right now?
I can't see my own face...
Should I go to the bathroom and check?






"Teacher, can I go to the bathroom?"


"Yeah, I was wondering why you were taking the class... Go and come back."


"N...yes..."




Jeong Yeo-ju, really... I guess you didn't study much...






















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"Really...really Jeong Yeo-ju...?"





I couldn't believe it. I've been here for 17 years, no, a little over 16 years.
I lived as Kim Yeo-ju, but in an instant I became Jeong Yeo-ju.
That too, to Jeong Yeo-ju, who hated me so much





By the way, why did Jeong Yeo-ju die?
Did you come to Jeong Yeo-ju? I see you're in good health, so what?
I don't think it'll hurt like the car accident I had...





No, no, come to your senses
I'm Jeong Yeo-ju now. Not Kim Yeo-ju, but Jeong Yeo-ju.
I have to find a way to live the rest of my life.




Still...Jeong Yeo-ju, whose personality was the complete opposite of mine
I'm going to lie to you until I die... That's too much!!
Oh my... It's annoying, but even in the midst of all this, your face is pretty and it's a mess...



















"What, was it something big, Jeong Yeo-ju?"


"Noisy"


"I'll give you a tough assignment and leave."


"Oh... well then... I was wondering why you left early."


"Oh, are you going today?"


"Where are you going?"


"Wow...you really don't know?"


"Yeah, I really don't know...where are you going?"



















"Today is Kim Yeo-ju's funeral day."






















"...?"


"What... You were acting a bit strange earlier.
"Did I eat something wrong?"




...it's not like I ate anything wrong
Things are a bit wrong...
I'm going to my own funeral!!
Even if it was just someone else, I would have gone
It's a bit awkward to go to Jeong Yeo-ju!!




"But the teachers are all gone, so if you don't go
If I were to get caught, I would have caught it properly...
There's a rumor going around that you killed Kim Yeo-ju."


"What is that..."





















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"Isn't that a beggarly rumor?"











































Finally came
Me, no, at Kim Yeo-ju's funeral




In front of me, surrounded by flowers, in a frame
Seeing me smiling brightly... made me feel very uncomfortable.
I'm sick... Coming to my funeral alive...









In front of me, surrounded by flowers, in a frame
Seeing me smiling brightly... made me feel very uncomfortable.
I'm sick... Coming to my funeral alive...



















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"..."




You were just staring blankly at my picture.
I didn't even cry, as if my tears had dried up.
I just stared blankly, like I had lost the world.



It was just that his eyes were unfocused, as if he couldn't believe the reality.


























"Kim Yeo-ju, hello."




I placed white flowers on the table and bowed twice.
Although my soul is here, I hope my body is at least comfortable.




Even while I was bowing and thinking, you
I just stood there blankly. I wish I had stopped crying now.
I wish I had someone who would cry for me even if I died
I thought there wouldn't be any, but why do you think I am
What makes you sad the most when you die?

What did you think of me?





















"Ugh...disgusting..."




My head is starting to hurt because of the smell of incense.
I couldn't stay in this space any longer, so I came out.
As soon as I came out, I felt a shiver
I felt like I was going to throw up because I felt like I was going to die.




But still... I thought no one would come to my funeral
I was touched that more people came than I expected, no, really a lot...




"Ugh..."




"Even if you hate Kim Yeo-ju that much, it's still like that, dead
"Isn't it too much to feel nauseous at a funeral?"


"...?"

















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"What are you looking at?"