I'm fine This meme.
For me, this photo seems like it could be
compared to friends.
People hide what's on their mind in front of their friends.
Even with the closest friends,
most people will hide at least a little of what they feel inside.
"You look a little puffy today."
"Your bangs have lifted a bit? Ah... so you did curl them...? Why not just let them down?"
"Hahaha..." (slight msg)
I awkwardly brush off these kinds of remarks.
On the outside, I pretend I'm fine.
I smile and act like nothing's wrong, but
inside, I break down.
All over, I get hurt, scabs form, and scars remain.
And those things make you feel excluded easily
and make me smaller and smaller.
My refuge isn't friends or family,
it's people on the internet I've never even met face to face,
and I feel so pathetic.
I just want to go back to last year.
"If odd numbers are happy, then one person is holding it in."
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There's nothing to laugh about today.
I just wrote about my situation these days.
It's not a depression exhibit, but
if it sounded like that, I'm terribly sorry...
🫶
