Even though we met every day, if we couldn't see each other for a while, I felt like I would die, I wondered what to text first, I couldn't even breathe properly when I got a call, and it was a relationship full of excitement where I looked forward to even the smallest things.
It was a busy time, even loving each other. We fought occasionally, but we made up, and even broke up once in a while. Anyway, that's how it was, but these days, it's really strange. It's natural for things to get easier as time goes by, but there's something upsetting about the behaviors we do as we become more comfortable.
I wish I could do things that make him feel pretty, but he acts so comfortably that I wonder if he loves me, if he only likes me, and if he only seems to be clinging to me. I also worry what would happen if he made eye contact with another pretty girl.
So I fought and cried and talked to him, telling him to love me more and express himself more. Then today, I met up with my boyfriend and his friends. But I guess he always talked about me to his friends.
When his friends ask him to meet up, he says he'll never go out, but when I ask him to meet up, he's ready to go out right away. He also shows me pictures of me all the time and says, "Aren't you pretty? You guys should meet good women, and you should definitely meet someone like my girlfriend."
Honestly, I thought it was just something friends said to make me feel good, but tonight when my boyfriend took me home, he hugged me and said that even though he doesn't express himself as much, he loves me even more, and that he tries to be nice to me, but work has been hard lately, so he asked me to understand a little bit and that my body just can't keep up. I was really touched.
I just wrote this to brag about my boyfriend. I'm not that excited, but I can't help it. Anyway, I love you all so much ❤
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Thank you for 76th place 🙇❤