Is it wrong to shout out love from the bottomless pit?

Ep.3 A person who never becomes affectionate the first time

photoEp.3 A person who never becomes affectionate the first time

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Looks more yellow in the hot sunlight

Different from the asphalt of the city

Traces of someone's passing remain intact

On the unpaved road

Dragging along the blue lace slippers

As if I was being drawn to something

Heading to the place where you can hear the sound of water of life.


"Oh, you're here?"


Even from a distance, it looks old and covered in dust

The kid fiddling with the board.

Between the faded pink paint

It's all faded so I can't tell the shape properly

English words are lined up.


"What's that... board?"


On a vehicle that I don't usually see often

There was no time to be surprised, and the board

Sand dust blows in the humid summer wind

I put it on the road and put my foot up.

She put her feet slightly forward

I thought there would be space left behind.


"Why, do you want to try it?"


Are you suggesting that I put my foot in the remaining space?

Even though I've never ridden one before, I can tell that this is a single-seater.

I knew it even without looking.

But my feet are different from my head

Move to that empty space.

My toes were shrunk between my slippers.

It settled on a faded board.


"Hey! What are you doing..!"


With the first raised voice I've ever heard

My body was on the verge of hitting the bumpy road.

Still, it's amazing

The rough stones that should be touching your face by now

Wherever I went, a large white hand was wrapping around my face and waist.

There was a slight tremor in his hand.


"Are you stupid..? Who rode with you?

“Of course I should get off and get on, right?”


I was surprised..


Naturally, he returned me to my original angle.

He closes his eyes tightly and looks me up and down.

That kid's gaze is like a sharp cat's

I get really nervous.


"You're not hurt, are you? Come on, try riding again."

"also? "


Maybe it's because I almost fell earlier

To me who just hesitates

He holds out his hand.


"Why are you scared?"


I held the child's hand tightly and slowly stepped forward

I put both feet on the board.

I thought I was staggering a little

Thanks to you catching me, I didn't fall again.

I moved little by little for the first time in my life

I started riding this road on my board.


"Look! I can do it now."


With a happy smile on my face

I ran back towards him on the board.

The closer I got, the fainter it appeared

There's a wound on that kid's knee

It came closer and closer.


“What, is this because of me?..”


I quickly put my feet down and looked down.

I checked the kid's wounds first.

Just looking at the worn-out marks makes me feel sad

I find myself frowning

Fumble through your pockets.

I guess that's what happened when I almost fell and caught myself earlier.

At that moment, I felt a rustling sound from inside.

I took out a pink band with a cute cat character on it.

I put it on his knee.


"What is that?.."

"Band. I'm sorry you got hurt because of me."

"This kind of thing gets better if you apply saliva on it, right?"


The pointed expression looks just like the cat drawn on the band.

Even though I pretended not to like it, I've been looking at my knees since a while ago

I'm sure you'll like it.


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Late afternoon, with slightly reddish clouds in full bloom in the dark sky

Hold the board in one hand and place it under your arm.

Dragging my black slippers

I walk with a steady pace.

I feel a bit awkward asking this now, but


"But what's your name?"


A friend whose name I don't even know

Since I'm at an age where that kind of thing isn't acceptable, I ask for their names.

I watched the child's reaction carefully.

I peek at that child's expression with my round eyes

Was it because I got caught?


"You can use it wherever you want."


He's grumbling again.

We only met for two days

I think I know a little bit about his personality.

A person who is never affectionate at once.


A light blue southern shirt covered in mud

It fluttered in the wind

Only then did I see the lips sticking out

My name came out.


Choi Yeonjun


That kid's voice was mumbling, as if he was holding something in his mouth.

No, the Fed

He put down the board he had between his arms.

I ran across the floor that had turned red due to the sunset.

The dust particles rustled for no reason.











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