Would a country like this be okay?

I regret it..

It just went better than I expected

Weirdly enough

I was just going to play around and toss them aside

I was just meeting them half-heartedly, with no sincerity, but

They really tried hard

Maybe that’s why it wasn’t fun

But human emotions are weird, aren’t they

I was so selfish like this, and I went and did everything they’d hate

Annoying

I guess I ended up liking them

Looks like they’ve pretty much lost interest in me now

Fuck, now they’re even seeing a guy?

Damn it..

So what? There probably isn’t a guy better than me

So what if they have a guy they like?

I’m their boyfriend

But damn it..

Why are they always clinging to some guy whenever I see them

Fuck,,

I don’t do jealousy or anything like that..

Why do I keep getting bothered by it today

Let’s just ignore it, ignore it…

Fuck.. why do I keep getting bothered …

I was just going to play around and toss them aside, but

Why am I like this..

Seriously, why do you keep getting to me like this..

Damn .. this shouldn’t be happening…

Damn it, this is really fucked up

What did they do to me that I’m like this

Sigh…

I’m going crazy…

Can’t I turn back time, seriously

I really fucking regret what I did..