"HAPPY NEW YEAR"
Yes, that's was BTS LIVE from Times Square New York after their performance on Dick Clark's New Year's Rockin' Eve With Ryan Seacrest. I am watching them live from one of the streaming platform. They performs "Make It Right and " Boy With Luv." I couldn't be happier, they look so handsome and stunning. I know, that is their happy moments too. They called me yesterday to wish Happy New Year after their VLive. They been in New York since 3 days ago. Yoongi posted a video of the New Year's count down on Twitter. Namjoon also posted his video wishing Happy New Year to ARMY. Everyone is talking about BTS "Make It right" choreography, which is first shown LIVE. They never had a choreography for "Make It Right" before. I believe their fans are growing day by day, by looking at their popularity on all social media. I always tell them that, they will be in this music industry for a long time because of their very humble attitude and great respect for others. All of them agreed that being famous and known all over the world is a proud achievement but they always remind themselves to always stay humble.
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I woke up to the sound of my phone ringing. Who could have call me on weekend? Please I need my quiet and nice sleep. I just let my phone ring and stopped on its own. But, it beeps again to indicate an incoming message, not once but a few times. Haish.... This better be important. I check on my alarm clock, its only 9am. I took my phone and check. Holy!!!! There's so many missed call and incoming message. What on earth is going on? Most of the missed call and message is from Yoongi. I straight away call him.
"Yoongi, wha-"
🐱 Yoori, have you seen the news?
" What news? I just woke up and you kn-
🐱 Check Twitter NOW!!!
"Okay... Wait, I get my iPad...what is going on...
WHAT THE HELL!!!??? Yoongi, what is this?"
🐱 I have no idea.
"IDOL WAS SEEN HUGGING HIS GIRLFRIEND"
That's the title of the news and it's on trending. I see a picture below the title and its so obvious, that was Yoongi and me, when we went to Noraebang last year.
"Yoongi, how could this happen? This is what I am scared of, something like this happen... We been totally careful. Haish... I'm so sorry. I've shou-
🐱 Yoori, don't be sorry. This is unexpected. I know it will happen one day but I really don't expect, it will be so soon. If this doesn't happen to me, it could happen to the other members. I have no idea, who could have done this, there so many paparazzi or Dispatch out there, as well as the sasaengs. But don't worry, my agency is going to make a press release regarding this news and I think you should make one too. You met a lot of celebrities, not only us. And others don't know, we've known each other so I think, it's the best for the both of us to make a press release. I don't want anything happen to you, you know what I mean.
"I know. I don't want anything happen to you too. I will write a letter through my company and will release it ASAP. I don't feel good seeing all the comments on Twitter and I haven't check on Dispatch or the other sources. This is terrible, I mean I'm okay will all the bad comments, because they didn't know the truth. But you.... I'm worried about you. Your fans is attacking you with bad comments. Yoongi are you okay?"
🐱 Don't worry, I'm okay... Seriously. I've talked to PD-nim and Sejin hyung earlier, they said the press release will be out by tomorrow. I'm sure the reporters will give a call to your company soon, just want to warn you. To be honest about my fans, I'm a bit sad about them attacking me and you with the bad comments but what can I do? It's all happen so suddenly. I just hope with the press release coming, this will be over soon.
" I hope so too. We might not be seeing each other sooner but don't worry, we can still call each other over the phone."
🐱 Who said we cannot see each other? After the press release, we don't have to sneak out to meet each other again. We can meet anywhere, without feeling guilty being seen by my fans. But, as a human, I want my privacy, so I hope they really respect me for that. I have my family, my friends and I need my quality time together with them. I need my own space too. I really respect and love my fans, but if they love me, they've should respect my privacy, isn't it? Sometimes, I don't understand, they said they love me, but they keep on interfering my personal life as if they are the one who's making decision on what I should and shouldn't do. I was in dilemma sometime, I have to think carefully before making any decision. I mean this is my life, I've shouldn't do that, but I can't help it. Sorry for my rant Yoori. This is so frustrating.
" It's okay Yoongi, I feel you, just let it out. Don't keep it to yourself, it will make you sick. We can't satisfy everyone, and yet far to make everyone to like us. There will always those who hate and don't like us but that's life. As long as we know what we're doing and it's not illegal then it's okay. Sometimes when we're always thinking about the feeling of others, it always ends up with ourselves who's going to feel hurt. For me,
it's okay to put ourselves first once in a while. I know true ARMY would never do that, they'll be happy and respect all of you on whatever you do. Still, I'm not sure, if it's okay to meet you all openly even though the press release will be out later."
🐱 Thank you Yoori, you always know what to say. And thank you for always here for me. Sorry, you're also involved this time. I just hope everything will be settle after the press release and I want us to meet as usual, you can come to the agency or we can meet outside. I believe the other members also wanted to meet you, especially the maknaes. You know, how they really fond of you.
" Oh my poor donsaeng. It's always nice to be around them. Don't worry, we will see how the situation is, but whatever it is, I will always keep in touch it all of you. Send my apologies to PD-nim and Sejin-ssi. I feel bad because something like this happen. I mean it won't happen if I didn't go with all of you that day."
🐱 Yoori, please... It's not your fault. This thing has already happened. Just ignore all the negative words that you've read, it will stop by itself. A press release will come out tomorrow so, don’t worry. Don't think too much about this. Big Hit will deal with it.
" I know... Woke up to all this, makes me hungry. Yoongi, I had to hang up. I'm going to take my shower and prepare the letter for the press release. I have to call my superior too, I'm sure they are all in shock with the news. My phone haven't stop beeping, I get a lot of incoming message."
🐱 I'm so sorry for waking you up so early on your day off. Take your time Yoori, if anything I will give you a call okay. Take care, bye.
" It's okay Yoongi. Yes please....Anything, straight away call me. You take care too, send my love to the other members, bye."
That is too much news to wake up. I didn't expect this to happen. We've been really careful all this while, now I feel so bad. If only, I didn't agree to go with them that day, this wouldn't be happen. Is Yoongi really okay? How about the other members? Oh God... ARMY will be really upset to this news. I'm trying to avoid things like this from happening, ends up its happen so soon. This is all my fault. I think, it's better that I don't get in touch with them for now. Although, the press release will come out later, I still don't feel it's okay to go out and meet them in public. I feel so guilty for their fans.
