It's natural for people to die, so why are you telling me this?

It's natural for people to die, so why are you telling me this?

Ring ring ...

Ring ring ...

The phone rang twice and Yoongi answered.
Although his tone was low and low, and he spoke with a hint of annoyance, he was still enjoying the phone call with the female lead.
The most fun time in Yoon-gi's boring life was when he was with Yeo-ju.
Today was like this and like that, how was school, etc.
Yoon-ki sincerely answers the female protagonist who keeps talking.
Then the female protagonist suddenly asks
"But can I go to your rooftop tomorrow?"
"It won't work"
"Why.."
"I've seen you hurt yourself. If you're trying to kill yourself, then just give up. I don't want you to die in my house."
"Ugh..it's not like that this time!!"
"But for now, it won't work."
"Then let me go in a week."
"Okay...okay"

At this time I shouldn't have said I knew



D-7

"Hey lady"
"Hey Min Yoongi, come quickly, I'll be late."

Tadadadak_

"Say-leaf"
"Nice - let's go, heroine."
"Okidoki"

The person hanging out with the popular Min Yoongi was not a man but a woman, so the heroine was constantly getting cursed at as she passed by.

"I'm 100% done with that bitch Min Yoongi"
"What is this guy doing hanging out with our Yoongi?"
"Min Yoongi, you're possessed by a fox. Tsk tsk."

It's stressful to hear the curses, but I can't help it. I only have Yoongi as a friend... and he's a precious friend to me... so I'll just endure it for another day.


D-6

"Yoongi"
"why?"
"If... no"
"Tell me what it is."
"No, it's nothing"
"okay"

At this point, I should have asked the whole story.


D-5

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"Hey! Han Yeo-ju!"
"why"
"You look so fucking tired"
"Do you see it?"
"Yeah, really scary"
"Oh my... I'm screwed."
"What's going on these days?"
"Hmm... no, there isn't any."
"Okay, I'll go now."

D-4

"Hey, Han Yeo-ju, are you dating Min Yoongi?"
"No...we're not dating..."
"Don't be a fool, you bitch."
"No... really not..."

Puck puck_

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I was struck by this place with such pretty flowers.


D-3

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"Hey, what is this poem?"
"Ah- this is a poem I wrote to prepare for the 100th day celebration this time."
"Take a look and tell me what you think."
"Okay, I'll personally evaluate Han Yeo-ju's poetry."


Wind, wind, don't leave me
Tree, tree, don't leave me
Flowers, flowers, don't abandon me

Even though I am weak and lacking
Even though I am inferior to you
Even though I am lacking a lot for you

Don't leave me
Remember me even when I leave
Please don't forget me
I will remember you


"Hey John*, I'm embarrassed, can you give me a quick evaluation?"
"Um... it's really sad, but also really good."
"really?"
"uh"
"nice-"

At that time, I should have thought more deeply about the content of the poem.

D-2

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"Min Yoongi, are you sleepy?"

"Oh, I'm so sleepy"

"Oh my, you sleepy bird."

"What the hell are you idiots?"

"You fucking idiot? You? To me? Why would you say something like that?"

"Why can't I do that?"

"I just can't talk to you, sis*"


D-1

"Hey, let's go see the cherry blossoms at night."

"Cherry blossoms are a pain in the ass

"This is my last wish, please grant it."

"Last wish?"

"I'll never ask you to grant a wish again."

"Okay, but if you ask me to grant you a wish, you'll lose, Han Yeo-ju."

"Yeah"


10pm


"Hey, let's go, Han Yeo-ju."

"huh"


As we walked side by side, we saw beautiful cherry blossoms.

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The moon was visible and it was beautiful at that time. Yoongi said


"My wish is for Han Yeo-ju to live happily."


"What is this, Min Yoongi, you're acting so weird.. haha"

"Don't ignore my sincerity."

"Then make a wish for me too."


"My wish is for Min Yoongi to be happy no matter what."


"You're not joking, are you?"

"Oh, seriously?"

"Okay then."



D-day


"Min Yoongi, today is the day you go home."

"Let's go together after we finish."

"Okay"


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"let's go"



photo"Wow, the scenery is really pretty."

"That's why you come here often."

"Bring me some lemonade."

"Okay, wait."


After the glare subsided, I stood there in a daze.

Then I placed my precious will on the railing and fell with a thud


"Hey, where did you go?"

"Hey, where's Han Yeo-ju?"

"Uh..uh..no..it can't be..this can't be.."


To Yoongi who is watching this

Yoongi, this is my will.

You get it, right?

I would like you to read my will to the end.

Yoongi, thanks to you, every day was happy.

Thanks to you, I was able to survive.

But thanks to you, I wanted to die too

The blame and criticism I had to receive for being close to youThe arrow was sharper than I thought.

Still, it was nice to be with you

I was happy to be with you

Thank you for being a friend to me when I had no friends.

Thank you for being by my side through hard times and happy times.

I'm just grateful that you're my friend

I was happy because of you and I was hard because of you

But I never once resented you

Because all those arrows of blame and criticism weren't your fault.

But I'm having such a hard time

I don't want to live a single day in this miserable and ugly world.

So I'm going to leave this place

Don't be upset because I'm leaving

My wish is for Min Yoongi to be happy no matter what the situation is.

Will you grant my wish?

And I liked you

You were like a boyfriend to me

I liked you and loved you

It's pathetic to confess when you're dying, but I'm so glad I expressed my feelings before I died.

Now I will finish this will.

Han Yeo-ju, who was shabby and lacking but did her best, had no other friend than Min Yoongi who liked and loved her.


"Han Yeo-ju... why are you leaving me..."

"Why are you causing me such pain in my own home?"

"Please... tell me it's a lie... huh?"



I prayed that this wouldn't be real

My friend is my precious friend

He said he took his own life

But it's my fault too

Even if it's not my fault

What should I do if it hurts too much?

This will you sent me is fake

I just wish they'd say it was an April Fool's Day spycam.

But you really weren't there

I looked under the roof and saw you buried deep in the flower bed

I was so sad because there really was no answer

I'm so scared, I'm so sorry

I'm sorry for everything

I was grateful for everything

Everything was just sad

You told me that before

It's natural for people to die, so why are you telling me this?

You've been sending signals that you want to die for a long time.

It's so hard and scary

I want to get out of here

But I didn't notice the signal

It's my fault

It's my fault

If I had noticed earlier

You might not be dead

In the end, it was all my fault

It was all my fault

If I could turn back time

I want to hear your signal

That's how much I value you

And that's how much I need you

Without you, I am...It's falling apart



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I made your little wounds with my blood and tears

I made your bloody tears into death

Your scent still lingers on me

But the scent wasn't fragrant

Poisonous, bitter, and evil... It should be called a smell rather than a fragrance

At first you smelled like a pretty flower, but because of me you ended up with a strong, unpleasant smell.

This time I can't laugh

I don't think I can grant your wish.

I'm a bad guy

He was a friend who only caused you harm by making you look ugly.

I was that kind of person

I'm sorry, Yeoju





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