I ran like crazy, spreading my wings to fly faster. I ran like crazy, stood in front of her door, straightened my messy hair, and knocked.
"Knock- knock-"
I put my ear to the door and listened inside, and I heard someone, but no matter how many times I knocked, there was no answer. So I shouted at the door.
"It's me, Park Jimin! Aren't you inside? Let's talk..."
"Clang-"
Only then did the door open, but she opened it just a little and looked at me with wary eyes.
"Why? I have nothing to say now..."
"What did the archangel say..."
"Look what that guy said. I'm not a good person."
She handed me a photo. It showed her in a loving moment with six other men. Seeing it, I felt a surge of betrayal, and I crumpled the photo in my fist.
"Tell me it's a lie..."
I didn't want to believe it. I prayed it was all a lie.
"I'm not lying. I'm sorry. But don't come here. I'm scared."
Most people are afraid of me, but you weren't... I was shocked by her words, "I'm scared." Tears soon fell from my eyes, and she coldly closed the door and went inside.
"haha..."
Anger, betrayal, and grief suffocated me, but I suppressed them and retreated into the dark. I crouched in the shadows, weeping bitterly. I lost everything today. My love, my faith, my home. I lost everything I held dear.
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After crying for hours, I came to my senses and started walking. I must have cried so much that my head started to spin and I couldn't think of anything else, but the resentment I felt toward her lingered. I was no longer a member of the Celestial Realm, so I couldn't stay in that house any longer. I packed my belongings and headed to the place where the exiled angels were said to live.
"....."
As I entered the village, the villagers stared at me intently. Then, a man called the village headman showed me to my room. It was very shabby and dark. I threw my luggage in there and lay down on the bed.
"under..."
I sighed and closed my eyes. Her beautiful image came to life vividly when I closed them, and that image drove me even more miserable, even maddening. I sobbed again, tears streaming down my face. Even as resentment and betrayal seethed within me, I longed to see her. I worried if she was okay. I even thought, if I hadn't been an angel, she wouldn't have abandoned me. It didn't really matter if I liked another man. Shouldn't she love me, and I should love her too? With these foolish thoughts, I cried myself to sleep.
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