I must have been exhausted, because I fell into a deep sleep and slept for twelve hours. When I opened my eyes, I heard the laughter of the village children. Normally, I would have laughed at their cuteness, but strangely, it was annoying, noisy, and annoying. I felt a bad feeling forming inside me. Knowing I shouldn't, I tried to think happy, positive thoughts. But my happy thoughts were filled with you, and I only felt sadder.
"under..."
I bowed my head again and sobbed. I hated myself so much, and the very fact that I was an angel was so frustrating that I wanted to break my wings. Every moment, every minute, every second, was filled with you, driving me crazy. I didn't want to tear my brain apart and think about it.
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How many days had passed? I cried every day thinking of you, and when I didn't, I just sat there staring blankly at the wall. I no longer loved you. I hated you. My face felt puffy, so I headed to the bathroom to wash it.
When I looked in the mirror, my condition was a sight to behold. My eyes were bloodshot, and my pupils were bloodshot, as if I'd cried too much. My hair, unwashed for days, was tangled and unsightly. I came to my senses and bent down to wash my face, but something felt off. The feathers on my wings were strange. There were a few black feathers among the white ones.
"ha ha ha..."
I couldn't breathe. I didn't want to see them anymore, but was I going to lose those white wings, the only thing left of me? I felt suffocated and dizzy. Was I going to lose everything like this? I collapsed on the bathroom floor, pounding my fists and screaming.
"Ah... ahhh!!!!!! Huh..."
If only I hadn't loved her, if only I hadn't met her, if only I hadn't come down to the human world, I wouldn't have ended up like this.
I was writhing in regret.
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A few days later, my wings appeared to have white feathers growing among the black ones. One day, I suddenly wondered how you were doing. Are you doing well after abandoning me? Are you happy? If you are...
"I want to ruin it..."
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