"The wound is more painful than you think."
"The pain is deeper than you think"
"Countless nights I resented you"
"It's hell for me"
.
.
.
It's morning
A morning without you
I start another day
Wake up in the morning as usual, wash up,
Eat as usual
If you eat like that and wash the dishes,
I hear your voice from somewhere
I don't look back anymore
No more.
.
.
.
I spend the afternoon like that and then come back home.
I clutch my chest, which feels like it might burst at any moment.
Take each step slowly.
Then I hear your voice again
'Are you back?'
That voice is so affectionate
That voice I miss so much
Fills me up.
"I miss you"
"I miss you"
"miss you so much"
"Please save me"
"I can't stand it anymore..."
"Stay by my side.."
"Stay with me...stay with me"
"I don't know what to do now."
"Just...just..."

