Jjong Fanfic

It is sad not to be loved#1

Today, a man, still lost in longing, continues to drink alcohol.


A friend who seems to be comforting a man by saying, "Hey, stop drinking."

A friend snatches the bottle from a man who is swearing at him saying, "You're going to get sick, drink less, you punk."

"Hey Ha Sung-woon, if you were someone like him, wouldn't you be able to drink?" he starts to swear at his friend.

Seong-un, who couldn't stand to watch, said, "Okay, drink. Just drink today and forget about it," and gave a toast, drinking with him as if he had given up, and listened to his drunkenness.

"That bastard really won't leave me alone!" he shouted.

At the next table, there was a loud noise, and they started a fight by saying, "Stop it. Did you guys rent out the bar?"

The man was furious, but suddenly saw the woman talking to him and was about to fight back, but since she was a bit bigger and he knew that if he attacked her, she would definitely get in trouble, so he just calmed down and finished drinking while looking down at his phone.

But the alcohol is so strong that it's already the 5th bottle, but the man and Seong-un are still fine.

I've been doing that for a few hours now, and I have to go to work tomorrow.

Seong-un said to the man, "Hey, let's go now. I have to go to work tomorrow." The man and Seong-un left the food stall.

"Whew..." The man sighed heavily and Seong-woon noticed and said, "Hey, stop it! Just forget about it!" and he scolded him, but the man just got angry and said that he didn't need friends.

"Hey, Ha Sung-woon, thank you," he said as he greeted Sung-woon, who had dropped him off at his house.

Seong-un said, "If anything happens, don't forget to call me. It's loyalty!!" and gave a fist-five before starting the engine and driving away.

After watching Sung-woon from that spot, he turned around and returned home.

(Author's point of view) Are you curious about this man's name? He's a voice actor lol

As soon as I got home, I decorated the heart candles, flower petals, dolls, and various slogans that I had prepared for the event yesterday.

After looking at the decorations for a while, "I don't need this kind of thing anymore... (sob...)

The voice actor takes a trash bag and throws it away.

After thinking it over for a while, he looked at his room, which now looked a bit cleaner after being hurt, and when tears were about to well up in his eyes, he wiped his eyes with his hand.

After washing up, he thought about watching TV, but he kept watching TV and soon fell asleep on the bed because he got a little tipsy from drinking. He thought that everyone must have drunk and called their ex-lover at least once, so he looked at his phone and made a call, but as expected, he fell asleep after hearing the counselor's clear voice ringing.


#The next morning

He woke up early for some reason and checked his phone, saying "Oh my god!!! What have I done!!" He proudly claimed that all 20 calls in the call log were from Sungwoo to Jaehwan, and he called him a total of 20 times.

He erases the call log to deny it, and then, unable to suppress his anger, he washes his face with cold water as his face turns red before calling Seong-woon.

"Tutututututu"

And then a beep sound is heard and then a nebula says "Hello"
"Hey!!" His voice was loud, so Seong-un responded with "Why!!"

“Do you know what I did yesterday?” he said in a voice that was still excited. Seong-woon, who was on the phone, naturally asked curiously, “Why?”

"I don't remember because I was drunk yesterday, but I thought I only called him once..."

"But?" asks Seong-un

"No...I did 20 calls..." I told him the truth straight away.

To Seong-un who shouted, “Hey, you crazy bastard!!!”

He asks, "Why?" as if nothing happened.

As expected, Seong-un delivers words that are like a bolt from the blue

“I told you to forget, why are you being so foolish?” he said, giving advice.

"I don't have to call anymore... because I deleted your number," says the voice actor.

After hearing Seongwoo's words, did Seongwoon feel relieved now?
“Okay, forget it,” he says and hangs up.

He looked at the disconnected call and went into his phone book. "I erased it, but I can't forget the number..."

A voice actor talking to himself.
After getting ready for work, I go to work.

#company

"Mr. Ong Seong Wu, please do this for me."

The agent smiled and gave him a lot of work to do, so he, who was already a low-level employee, had no choice but to say, “Okay.”

Where did he go, the way he used to be so proud of himself that he could forget Sungwoon while working? My head was filled with useless thoughts like (What is Jaehwan doing?)

I couldn't erase it, and as I was typing, I immediately thought of myself as a pathetic person who had typed "I miss Jaehwan." Then, as if I was angry, I tapped the keyboard and erased it as if I was shaking, and started typing again.

After lunch, it was lunch time

"We used to always eat together around this time..."

Reminisce.


#Before the difference.

I've been busy at work so I haven't been able to contact you much lately.
The voice actor gets angry on KakaoTalk for no reason.

When I asked, "Jaehwan, why can't I contact you?"

After seeing the KakaoTalk message once, Jaehwan said, "I'm busy these days..." It wasn't a long message, nor was it a long one, but he really hated how it was just a series of dots.

“Even if you’re busy, can’t you send me a KakaoTalk message?” he sent a text message as if whining.
As expected, the speech that comes back is dry and boring.

As soon as I said, "No... I'm just busy so I can't contact you," the voice actor got upset and said, "Okay... then contact me when you're done with work," but the funny thing is that even after several minutes or hours, there was no contact.

I was so annoyed that I always went to see Jaehwan, but I swore to myself that I would never go back this time...

The voice actor finally arrived in front of the house

"Oh my... why did it really have to be like this..." Seongwoo regrets it but his steps keep heading towards his house.

As expected, when I got to his house, he was very busy and there was no contact.

Eventually, the voice actor calls him first.

I tried calling him using the excuse that I was going to hang out.
I thought he wouldn't pick up, but he soon said "Hello" in a voice that was barely audible.

"Excuse me... Jaehwan, we were supposed to meet this time, right?" and asked excitedly when they would meet, to which the voice actor replied, "Oh... I'm a bit busy, so I don't think I'll be able to meet this time."

Contrary to the voice actor's words of anticipation, saying, "Then next week."

Hearing his tone of voice, "I'm not in a position to answer the phone right now, so let's meet next time"

The voice actor quickly said, "Yes, please contact me," and hung up the phone, but as expected, a few hours later, while working, he sent a KakaoTalk message saying, "Jaehwan, have you eaten?" There was no reply even after several minutes or hours.

I was speechless...

Even after work, there was no contact, and when I called, the counselor kept saying, "I'm on the phone right now..."

The voice actor couldn't even understand whether this was the right dating situation or why it was like that.

As expected

I wanted to talk to the voice actor one last time since I haven't been able to contact him for a few days.

I sent a message saying, "Why can't I contact you? Is something wrong?"

As expected, it was so frustrating that the number 1 was not erased, and while working, my mind was on KakaoTalk.
I was so annoyed.

After a few hours, when he finished his work, he saw that 1 had been erased.

He was the one who pretended not to care and didn't look at his phone.

But as soon as I got home after work, I got a "KakaoTalk" message, and when I saw the preview saying "Seongwoo-ssi...", I knew who the sender was, and when I excitedly checked the message, thinking "Now I can KakaoTalk every day after work," all I could do was shed tears.

The content of that talk is

"Seongwoo-ssi, I told you that I don't contact you often when I'm busy, but you don't even understand that and just keep not contacting me. Even when I'm away, you send dozens of messages. I really thought we were a good match, but... I don't think that's the case. And meet a good person."

I haven't sent it to you during the time we were dating
In the long KakaoTalk message, the voice actor just keeps crying.

As if replying to his long KakaoTalk message

I sent a message saying, "I'll fix it... but still... I'll do my best," but as expected, the other person blocked me and the message itself wasn't sent.

After that, the voice actor spent every day in tears.

I was crying while working, so I wiped my tears away for a moment.
At home, I spent most of my days in tears.

Seong-woon, who felt sorry for him and suggested that they drink together, was thankful for no reason.

After recalling

The voice actor, who was about to cry again, wiped away his tears with a tissue he had bought in advance.

It's already time to leave work, but for some reason, everyone is working hard today. As expected, we almost had to work overtime together because some employees couldn't finish their work, but thanks to the voice actor who finished his work, we were all able to leave work together.

Even though everyone is constantly criticizing the president, his head is full of Jaehwan.

What should I do if I've never been in a proper relationship?

As a bisexual, I started dating women first, but most of the time, women end up leaving because they don't like nice guys.

Then I met Jaehwan, but of course I didn't like him from the beginning. We weren't introduced by chance, we just got to know each other while working part-time.

Thanks to you, I learned how to date and I've never been unhappy to the point where I thought it would be nice if things continued this way.

After suddenly getting a text message, I couldn't hold onto anything, and I kept thinking about it when I was working, and now I was afraid to meet anyone.

Let's look forward to Ong Seong Wu having a smooth day!!



So, what happened here is, lol, it's a factual story written based on the author's experience~~

Rather, I have something to ask.

Here, I was going to make Sungwoo and Jaehwan meet, but as I was writing, I ended up making Jaehwan a bad person. So, before Jaehwan comes back, let's make someone interested in Sungwoo?

Please write it in the comments^-^