"Ah, Jeon Jungkook is really lethal, totally"
"Why is our heroine upset again?"
puck_
"Oh, it hurtsㅠㅠ"
"You deserve to get hit!"
"Is Jeon Jungkook really a total elementary school kid?"
"Why are you buying all this stuff just because you're going to the store... Aren't my mouths my mouths!"
"Say it while breathing lol you're so cute little one"
"I don't know, I don't know"
"Don't even think about coming into my class."
I stood in front of the door with my arms spread wide.
Honestly, is there such a bad guy who goes to the store and doesn't buy things for his friends?
Actually, it was a complaint.
I just wanted to joke around.
At that moment, Jeon Jungkook hugged me tightly and went into the classroom.
"Hey hey! What are you doing!!"
"What are you doing?"
"Didn't you ask me to hug you?"
The child walked forward carrying me.
Because of that, I ended up taking a step back while being hugged by that child.
Then he gently sat me down on a chair
He took a candy out of his pocket and handed it to me.
" gift "
My favorite strawberry flavored lollipop.
Feeling embarrassed and ticklish, I turned my head away and spoke without even looking at the child.
"I don't eat"
The kid who was sitting on the desk in front of the chair I was sitting on,
He looks at me with a slightly sullen expression and a cute expression, smiling.
"I should have bought a different flavor besides strawberry..."
"I remember you liking strawberry the most..."
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That day, after school ended.
I went to his house. We were supposed to have dinner together.
It was a space where I could always smell the soft, fragrant soapy scent coming from her clothes.
A cozy, warm place.
"What do you want to eat, lady?"
"I'm not very hungry today."
"But you still have to eat."
"See, this is why you don't gain weight"
He puts jelly in his mouth and chews it while talking.
Puhat_ As I burst out laughing, he looked at me with an expression that said he didn't know why.
"But there you are, Jungkook"
"What's there? Hahaha"
"No... no! Don't tease me, listen."
"Yeah yeah lol"
"Why is this old paper boat always on my desk?"
"I guess you save a lot."
"When I see you standing here every day without fail"
"Yeah, the person who gave this to me is so precious to me."
The kid said with a smile.
Of all the things he said, this was the one I wanted to cherish the most.
At that time, I looked at the paper boat without any particular problem, thinking, "What is this?", but now, it just makes me cry.
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The last day I could see him.
We were going to an amusement park.
I was so excited and thrilled that I was chattering to you that day too.
"This is going to be so much fun, right!!"
"If you liked it this much, you should have brought it sooner."
"Am I the one? I could have come alone, but this older sister brought you here because she thought you might be bored."
"Hahaha really, sis?"
For a moment, my face turned red and I felt a bit dizzy.
With a loud crash, the car we were riding in was lifted upwards and hit the ground with a bang.
Startled, I closed my eyes, and when I opened them slightly, I saw that the child was wrapping around me.
Our faces were less than a centimeter apart, and warm liquid was flowing out of the child's head.
I was so shocked that I hugged him tightly with tears in my eyes, and he said his last words with a bitter smile.
I was so grateful, I will never forget it.
"You know, ah,... I... liked you so much, Seo"
"Jungkook, huh? No, you can't... You can't go."
"I'll never forget you for the rest of my life..."
"Hey, Jeon Jungkook!!"
The blood flowing from his head, the corners of his lips slightly turning up, the tears falling as he looked at me, his trembling voice as he spoke with difficulty, and even his shaking eyes.
That was the last sight of him I could never forget.
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I went into the room instead of him and cleaned up the things.
That pretty smile of that child that I keep thinking about.
A vase of flowers in front of a window, where bright sunlight pours in without even noticing my heart.
A paper boat that stays firmly in place.
That's what he left for me.
I found a diary.
Inside the diary it was written like this.
200X.09.01 / Weather: Clear / Title: Paper Boat
Today is my friend's birthday and mine. My friend gave me a paper boat. Friends are very precious to me. I will continue to be friends with Afro. We will even get married someday!!!
Then I remembered. I was the one who made that paper boat.
He said it was a birthday present and gave it to me with great care.
I started crying as soon as I saw it.
That kid is gone now.
When sleeping under bright sunlight, something that blocks the sunlight.
When I was crying, he came to me quietly and patted my shoulder.
When I looked back, that child's space was filled with me.
He has always been the same in the 18 years I've been with him.
Laughter, tiger flower, paper boat.
The one thing he never lost.
Now, I guess I'm included here too, •••
If that were the case_
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Today is already my 20th birthday.
The wish I always had of celebrating my 20th birthday with you can no longer come true.
It's already my 20th birthday,
You're still on your 17th birthday_
How are you? I miss you.
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Sonting, please subscribe : )
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I wrote this with determination, but the result is not as good as I expected.
I'll have to work harder next time... haha
I came back too late and increased the amount a lot.
I don't know if you noticed.
Actually, I was in so much pain that I spent time in the hospital.
I think I'll have to go to the hospital again in the future
I won't be able to write often 😢
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❗️ Retrieve the bait ❗️
1. Tiger flower
Tiger flower is the birth flower for September 1st, right?
September 1st is also Jungkook and Yeoju's birthday.
So, Jeongguk placed a tiger flower in front of his room window.
I brought it with me.
2. Paper boat
If you look at Jungkook's childhood diary,
There is a saying, 'It was my friend's birthday and mine.'
If you check the date, it's September 1st.
In other words, it was the heroine and Jeongguk's birthday, and the heroine gave Jeongguk a gift.
I made a paper boat for you.
As mentioned earlier, there is always a paper boat on Jeongguk's desk.
The person who gave it to Yeoju is Jeongguk
Because you are the most precious person.
3. Birthday
If you watch episode 1 of this
'We were born on the same day at the same time and have always been together.'
There are parts.
This means that the female protagonist and Jeongguk have the same birthday
It was a word of advice,
As you can see from the title, it's a tiger flower! It's my birth flower : )
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