Ep.39
(Jimin's point of view)
"Wandering between life and death" probably only applies to those facing death. But for some reason, in my current situation, that phrase seems to apply to me quite well...
I can clearly see that this liquid, which I feel warm and deep in my body, is my dark red blood, and that person, who doesn't care, beats me with the intention of killing me.
Yeah, that's what it felt like back then... No, is it worse now...
"...Ugh..."
"Stop being a jerk and get up?"
"Shut up...fuck..."
"Is this all? It seemed better a year ago."
"Shut up..."
This little brat who beat me to death is the head of the company's organizational office. He played a part in getting me into the fight, but damn, he's only a year younger than me.
Of course, this brat has his status, and he's a monster raised with his father's affection. In a normal company, they'd call me "young master" and bow their heads, but in front of this brat, he'd just be a plain-faced older brother.
"Stop moaning and get up,
"It's not yet shocking, is it?"
"Fuck... you little shit..."
"I heard a rumor that you came in on your own feet.
Why did you do that?"
"......"
"Would you mind if we put some in for a snack?
I'm talking about your girlfriend."
Thump-
At that moment when my mind suddenly snapped, I got up, my body dyed a bright red as if my eyes had briefly wandered, and jumped in to kill the bastard in front of me.
Of course, I knew I would get hit hard.
thud-
This kid, who was more obedient than I thought and had his neck grabbed and pushed against the wall, didn't know what he was thinking, but I instinctively raised my right hand at the thought of having to take care of him, and the moment I got close to this kid's left cheek.
My fist was caught.
Shit... it was 5 centimeters.
I wonder how I could possibly be this resentful for being caught without being able to reach that short distance, but before that thought even crosses my mind, that bastard says something.
"...The prank is over now."
After those words, I probably don't remember anything after the little blade in this kid's hand was swung a few times.
And then just fell to the floor.
It wasn't even a few fucking hours before my fucking eyes opened. There before me was that bastard, perfectly fine, and I was lying there, covered in uncomfortable bandages and bandages.
Oh shit, we made eye contact.
"...You're awake?"
"...Ugh... Chew..."
"What's wrong with you that you've been moaning so loudly all this time?"
"You... have to get hit to know... damn it..."
Some might think he was making such noises because he wanted to be sick, but I also wondered if that kid would even empathize with my feelings. I still felt the blood draining from my body, and my vision, which was constantly blurring and then returning, was accompanied by severe dizziness.
I felt like I was going to throw up. It was so painful.
"...Do you regret it?"
Actually, I was about to regret it, but those words changed my mind. Damn it, how could I possibly regret my choice? I chuckled, as if the question was ridiculous, and spoke. Even at that moment, my whole body felt like it was going to burst.
"...Am I... a kid? Will I regret it?"
"Then why are you crying?"
I was speechless. I knew it, because the warm liquid flowing in my eyes felt different from blood. IThat I'm cryingAbout that much. But maybe these tearsBecause of that older sisterSo, I tried to avoid it, but was it a fact that I couldn't?
"Fuck you..."
"Why are you swearing and making a fuss? You're crying, right?"
"Why is it bad to cry?"
"Then, are you crying because you miss your girlfriend?"
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"...It's really annoying,
That's right. Crying because of my girlfriend.
I really want to see Kim Yeo-ju right now."
"Fuck lol"
"......"
"Hey, change your mind now and let your girlfriend in.
I will report to the chairman."
"I said fuck it... Even if I go after it, Kim Yeo-ju won't be able to."
"Um... why? Why doesn't it work?
If I lose to you, I can have your girlfriend."
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"I'm not going to die"
"That's up to me to decide, fuck lol"
Chijik-chik-
For a moment, I listened to the radio's crackling sound, breaking the silence, and focused on the sound coming from the radio, the news being relayed.
"why."
"The entrance to the organization company collapsed,
It looks like some group of guys took all our kids down.
"Representative."
"What the hell are you talking about, tell me so I can understand."
"They suddenly barged in and started randomly killing everyone, but at first glance, it looks like they're those guys..."
"...Those kids, who are they?"
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"...Park Jimin's group of kids..."
(Organization Office Main Building)
"Ha... It still smells like a rotting corpse... It's really nauseating..."
"Hey, let's go find Park Jimin and hurry up and leave... I'm really going to throw up."
“Are you sure you know where Park Jimin is?”
"Well, I guess I'll just lie on the training ground floor."
"...on the floor...?"
"Don't be surprised even if you're bleeding profusely."
"...Blood all over...?"
"Then the plan is over at that moment.
If you take your eyes off me, it's over."
"okay..."
(Jimin and his space again)
"under..."
"......"
"Did you call me? To take me out?"
"Are you crazy that I brought Kim Yeo-ju here myself?
If it were you, would you do that, damn it..."
"...That's right."
"...Haa... You're really good at driving people crazy..."
Phew-!!
"Ouch...! Shit...
...Why are you hitting me all of a sudden!..."
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"...Then, since your girlfriend is here, should I make her cry a little?"
"This crazy bastard...!"
Boom! Boom!
"Ah, shit...! Huh..."
The pain, which had briefly subsided, felt like it was returning, multiplied by each punch and kick from this bastard. I could feel blood gushing from the gaps in the skin where I'd been cut.
When I opened my eyes a little, the bandages that had been relatively white were already soaked with blood, and at first glance, I couldn't even tell that they were bandages.
"Is it that pretty?
I say this because my hobby is making people cry...
"Don't you think we should make it so that we can shed all our tears and snot?"
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"...Crazy...bastard..."
"Hey, you know, I'm a bit of a crazy kid."
@I'm sorry for making comebacks so sporadically... I'm sorryㅜ
@Still... I think it would give me strength if you gave me a handshake...