"Yoongi, are you free tonight?"
"I'm busy. Don't wait up."
If it was going to be like this, why did I give up and why did I love you?
".."
Why did you always smile so beautifully and only look at me? Why did you always make my heart flutter and say only pretty things?
***
Boom, tidik, tiriririk bang.
"What? Why is he sleeping on the sofa?"
"Because he's not my dad-"
His shirt was stained with lipstick, and his body was reeking of the scent of women's perfume.
***
"Ugh... why am I sleeping on the sofa?"
I hear Yoongi's voice laughing on the phone from his room. From what I've heard, it seems he's got a new girlfriend. It's the cheating again, Min Yoongi.
"Today too... late?"
"Just stay at your parents' house for a while. Classes are canceled anyway."
"...you're a piece of trash to the end."
"whatever"
"..don't look for me anymore. I'll just disappear from your life."
"I see"
".. He's a really bad guy.. He gave me all his affection.."
As I was packing my suitcase and going out, a woman spoke to me.
"Why are you leaving Yoongi's house..?"
I bit my lip and said.
"just We were close"She's my girlfriend"
"Oh, you're not related, are you?"
"... No, no"
"Ah, that's a relief. Go on your way quickly."
...What on earth is Min Yoongi thinking?
***
Buzz, buzz, buzz, buzz.
"Oh my girl!"
"Mom, should I transfer to another university?"
"Why are you suddenly like that?"
"....I fought with Min Yoongi"
Mom's eyes grew bigger too
"What's going on?"
"Min Yoongi has been a piece of trash since middle school."
"Explain it so I can understand"
"You're cheating on me and leaving me!! Okay??"
How can I not be pregnant? It's been several months since I had my period, but I'm not pregnant.
"....."
Mom seemed shocked too.
".. Min Yoongi.. you bad boy.. you said you liked him.. you said you loved him..."
My mom just patted me on the back.
"...So what are you going to do?"
"I don't even want to look at Min Yoongi. I don't even want to run into him."
".. When you were in middle school, there was a senior next to you who was close to you."
"Ah, Taehyung senior..?"
"If you're still in contact, call him when you're lonely."
"Is your mom close with your parents?"
"huh"
"Okay, thanks, Mom."
I went into my room and cried endlessly.
***
Yoon Ki-sik's point of view
It wasn't that we lacked love, nor that we didn't have enough time to meet, but we just got bored.
".. Kang Yeo-ju, I'm sick of it"
I said I only saw Kang Yeo-ju, but what did it matter? I didn't care.
".. Should I meet another woman?"
I finally gave up. We hung out at clubs every day and went to separate schools. It was so bad that even Yeoju gave up, and I was indifferent.
Even if another woman comes, the female lead justfriendlyI just said she was my girlfriend. I didn't think much of her when she was around.
'I'll just disappear from your life.'
I don't know what he was thinking, but he just disappeared. I guess we broke up.
He just packed his suitcase and left. We were only there for 81 days and it was broken.
Kang Yeo-ju left and another woman came. She's another horny bitch. I'll just have to deal with her and throw her away when she gets pregnant.
"Yoongi... earlier... that woman was really nothing, right?"
".. Yeah, it's nothing"
After that woman left, I felt it. The woman who always tried to talk to me disappeared. We, who had lived together for four years, were now living apart.
But I didn't want to hold on. I didn't love her, I didn't like her, and there was no reason to hold on, so I wondered if I really needed to.