KEN'S POV
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"Krn, where is it?"
"Okay, open the door."
"Heyyyyyy."
"Kwmmmmm."
"πππ"
Is he drunk? Most likely, yes. My question is stupid. I should be thinking about the reason why he got drunk. Besides, where did he drink? He doesn't like to get drunk. He probably didn't drink at the bar. Jah is careful. Hey. I'll just call him.
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"Jah, where are you?"
"It's in the condo. Hehe."Thank goodness, it would be dangerous if he got drunk somewhere else.
"Why are you drinking?"
"Why not? Come see me."
"It's not forbidden, p-"
"Yeah, go take care of kenken. Pleaseeeee."
"Jah, it's one in the morning."
"Oh okay, do you hate me? Don't you love me anymore? Oh, that's cool."
"Yes, yes. I'm going."
Hey, when will I learn to say no to him? He didn't even tell me to go see him, I was already driving to his condo in the car.
Yes, it's fragile. I love him. I love him but he doesn't know. I also don't want to jeopardize our friendship just because I have feelings for him. I can't. I can't afford to lose Jah.
I've had a crush on Justin for a long time, seven years. You're right, for as long as we've been friends, I've had a crush on him for as long as I've been friends. Love at first sight? Maybe. It could also be love at first smile. I didn't believe in that before, but guess what? To this day, I still carry the memories of that day with me, deep inside.
It's fun to look back on the day Jah and I met. He only gave me a small smile that day, but he immediately captured my heart. My heart still beats for him and for him.
I tried to ignore my feelings but nothing worked, I really felt too strongly about Justin. I tried entertaining a lot of people into my life but here I am now, still looking for him. Instead of my feelings going away, they got worse.
Will I be able to get out? I don't know. I hope so. Maybe? It's like I don't even have any intention of getting out. I guess I was too happy to drown in him.
Drowned but not rescued. Fell but not caught. I could have chosen to stop but I didn't, instead I chose to stay where I thought I was happier.