Moments that were precious only to me
W. Ten 10
Even after that day, Jeon Jeong-guk continued to talk to me.
I ignore that guy.
Now I don't feel pain when I see you, and I don't feel any emotions anymore.
Why are you confusing me?
"...Dan-ah, let's talk."
"...Is it you this time?"
I didn't eat anything, but my stomach hurt, so I spit out the stomach acid and was about to go back to class when a female protagonist came to see me.
What are you doing taking turns?
"...At that time, I definitely felt like someone was pushing me."
"so?"
“But no matter how much I think about it, the face I saw right before you fell was more surprised than mine…!”
"What does it matter now?"
It was funny.
When I went to ask why, he ignored me without giving me any answer, so why is he doing this now?
Even if the truth comes out, we can no longer go back to the way things were.
"The truth doesn't matter anymore. We can't go back to the way things were."
"..."
"Even if this matter is resolved, if something similar happens, you'll doubt me, and I'll be hurt again. So just live with the thought that I pushed you away. Don't pay attention to me."
"No, never again like this...!"
"Han Yeo-ju. It's already too late."
We couldn't go back to the way things were.
Whoever the real culprit is.
It would have been better to just resent each other and drift apart.
"..."
"Oh, sorry! I didn't know you were here~?"
As I was walking back to my class after leaving the bathroom, I stopped in my tracks, startled by the act of someone throwing trash into the trash can.
"...Are you stupid or are you so retarded that you would knock over a trash can in the hallway? Even a kindergartener wouldn't do something like that."
"what?!"
"Don't get excited. You'll look stupid."
They were the group that always glared at me from behind. After my relationship with them fell out, they were the first ones to come to me during breaks to make fun of me.
I was anxious because I couldn't be bothered by the kids every day.
"What are you doing now?"
"..."
"Hey, Min Yoongi..."
You came to me with a very angry face, out of nowhere.
He took the trash off my head and grabbed my hand.
"Where did that voice that used to yell at me all the time go?"
"...Why on earth are you guys doing this?"
"You're doing this because you're acting like an idiot."
"..."
"You don't even make excuses, you don't even get angry. You don't even eat, you're drying up like a tree branch, and you just sit there like a doll with no emotions!
"I feel frustrated because I think you really thought of us as friends, and I feel like I did something bad because I couldn't trust you!"
"..."
"...So...So, I keep worrying about it."
With those words, Dan-ah collapsed.
After enduring other people's emotions three times in a row in a weakened state, I was completely exhausted.
Dan-ah wished she hadn't woken up like this, her consciousness fading away.
He looked at her with a surprised expression on his face, and she was afraid that she would forgive him after waking up.
