"I told him to let go."
I told you to quit.
Baekhyun picked up a fallen piece of glass and cut the back of Chanyeol's hand.
As Chan let go of his hand in surprise, Baek threw the pottery he was holding.
"majesty!"
"Leave me alone!!!"
His bloodshot eyes stared straight at Chanyeol.
The palace is not safe for me. So I must get rid of them.
Please stop.
"You are telling me right now to become that shard of glass. To shatter and break. To be thrown and trampled."
Baekhyun coughed and spoke to Chanyeol.
"I do not want to become that sharp shard. That is why I become a sharp knife, create thorns, and sprout myself within them. You do not know me. Nothing. So do not touch me carelessly or block me. Do not trust me. Because this is who I am."
"Why do you think you will become a statue? You are in a shining position."
"no!"
Baekhyun's face instantly turned to madness.
"Me in a shining place? I stand on one leg in a blood-stained place. I am concentrating all my energy so as not to stumble! I must live like this so as not to become a laughingstock to them."
Baekhyun took out a silver dagger and held it to Chanyeol's forehead.
"I have no way of knowing what is inside your head, or whether the god you believe in exists. But do not make a place for me there."
"............"
"This place, which might mean nothing to you. This place, which just looks so bright. To me, it is so terrible! And terrifying. A place I want to erase completely."
"............"
"I never knew being alone would be this lonely and terrifying. That is why I want to die. I will just die. Until the desire for death vanishes and I gain the courage to decide to die. I will live on as this pathetic idiot."
At some point, I started to be afraid of people's stares.
No one recognized me, and I wiped the smile from my face.
This cannot be wandering.
Chanyeol could only watch as Baekhyun wailed while looking in the mirror.
