" .. It's already been a week "
Earth time seemed to pass faster than space time, and I felt like I was getting quite used to life as an only child and living alone.
"Hey, Yoon Yeo-ju"
" .. why "
"You... are you really not going back?"
"I told you, I don't want to go back."
" .. okay "
Others might think I'm being selfish, but the more I'm there, the more difficult it becomes for us.
Inside the house _
" .. Tomorrow is already the weekend.. "
" .. It's already the weekend "
"Wh...what is this...how is it here..."
"It's been a while, but it doesn't seem very good."
" what? "
"You... don't you feel Kwon Soon-young's empty spot at all?"
" .. yeah not even one"
".. Lie, why do you keep deceiving yourself?"
"What good did I get from revealing my feelings?"
"But... do you know how much Kwon Soon-young feels your empty spot right now?"
"I don't know what to do..."
"It's normal for me to break dozens of things a day, and I fell down last time. I keep saying "I'm sorry, Yeoju" over and over again every day, and sometimes I just stare out the window for a whole day without saying anything and only seeing stars."
" .. Okay, stop it"
"You're still too good to fill my void."
"Then..? Then what should I do? If I go back, I'll get sick again. I don't want to see that!!"
widely-
" ..you go and see if it's worse without you or with you"
Jeonghan grabbed my arm and recited a spell, and when I opened my eyes, the base was still there.
"..I don't want to be here"
"Please, my lady."
"I don't want to!!!"
"Yoon Yeo-ju..."
"I won't change, no matter how much I miss you, no matter how much I want to see you, I'll endure it because I don't want to see that person get hurt!!!"
match-
" .... "
"I told you!! It's not because of you! Do you know how crazy Kwon Soon-young is and are you saying that?! "
For the first time, Jeonghan Oppa yelled at me and slapped me in the face. I was dumbfounded and wanted to cry at any moment.
"I miss you too. I miss you so much!! I want to run to you right now.. I want to go there and fall asleep in your arms and be held by you!! "
" .. Then go, don't deceive your heart with empty lies "
So Jeonghan Oppa went into the base and I was left alone there.
"Huh... I miss you"
I couldn't help but cry right there. It felt like the only way I could vent about our relationship.
So I cried there and collapsed.
After a while, I opened my eyes and found myself in Giji-an, and I was about to leave.
at that time _
"Uh..Yoon Yeo-ju?"
"I... that"
Hug-
"..I missed you"
" but.. "
For a fleeting moment, Sunyoung's face looked very haggard and weak. She seemed very tired. When she hugged me, she leaned against me, but I had no choice but to push her away. I wish she wouldn't come closer to me anymore.
"Please... don't push me away"
"S..Soonyoung"
Gulp-
"Please... don't push me away, heroine."
"Uh... I'm sorry."
Perhaps we haven't finished the game, but are simply trapped. Whether we escape that trap or simply call it game over will determine who wins. I tried to call it game over before I could even call it game over, and I prevented that. It wasn't that I didn't feel the void, but rather that I tried not to, and failed.
" .. sorry "
"No... Just stay by my side... Please don't leave me again."
"I'm sorry for hurting you.. I missed your embrace"
" .. me too "
"..I still love you a lot"
"I love you too, I still do a lot."
" ... "
"Come back"
" .. of course "
Our struggles seem to have ended prematurely, but there's nothing we can do about it. We wanted each other so badly that maybe we shouldn't have broken up in the first place. Even when we were apart, alone, sad, and hating, we still loved each other.
"Thanks for coming back."
"..thank you for accepting me back"
Nothing is enough to fill the void left by a loved one, and the void is so vast that it can't be filled. That person already occupied half of my heart, and so did he. Therefore, only he can fill that void, and only he can fill that void. That's the relationship between a lover and Sunyoung.
I love you more than anyone else.
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Hehehe, this is a special edition! It's not really the story of this article, I just wrote it because I thought it would be nice if it continued quickly! Well, bye~❣
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