The next morning-
I woke up, got ready, and sent a text to Lee Yeon before going out.
I tried not to show it. I didn't want to get caught up in your space.
When I arrived in front of the school, I saw Yohan and Lee Yeon.
I said hello because I wanted to talk.
"Huh? Han Yi-yeon! Yohan-hyung! Hello~"
"Huh..? Were you and Oppa close?"
"Ah, we've become close recently. We have a lot in common."
Among them, liking you doesn't work either...
"Hmm~ But Seungyo^^ Don't interrupt our happy date and go on your way
"Go ahead~"
"Wow... Yohan-hyung. Did you hear? Han Yi-yeon has a bad personalityㅡㅡ"
I tried to joke around.
I thought that way, it wouldn't be a problem if I said I liked you.
In fact, it is true that Lee Yeon followed him into the club.
Because I wanted to be with you for even just one more minute and one second...
But when I actually went in, there were a lot of guys there.
'Did I apply for that club for nothing..?'
But it got better as I spent more time with you.
I was happy to be able to see you like this.
For the first time, I liked myself, the person who always thought I was tall.
The next day, when I was sobering up with you after drinking a lot because of the club
For some reason, I felt good about eating together just the two of us.
Even though I knew deep down that I shouldn't do this, I approached him more.
Into the swamp and space called you...
Then, when you and Yohan fought, I hoped that the two of you would break up because of this.
It's so trashy...
But every time I see the two of them reconciling and hanging out together, my heart
One side of me started to hurt.
And then, when you were preparing for the festival, I thought it was cool how hard you worked.
'Did he have that kind of side to him..?'
Living with worries that I can't tell anyone about
I'm so miserable.
I was secretly happy when I became your Bad Guy partner.
But he didn't show it.
"Why am I your Bad Guy partner? LOL"
"Hey! You hate me more? Don't show it."
"Pfft..! Damn it. If a good-looking guy like me does it with me, I'll say 'thank you~'
"I must accept it wholeheartedly! Where did you dare! Write it!!"
"You're crazy lol. Are you handsome? Then I'll get my number called 5 times a day lol"
"Oh my~ You have a severe case of vanity^^"
"Do you really want to die?!"
I liked how we were joking around like this.
Maybe... it was good because it was you... as each day passed by
Even though I knew it wasn't right, my desire to steal you grew stronger.
I've been telling myself for the past five months that this can't happen...
This won't do...
So, in the end, we headed to the sea.
"I'm crazy too... I'm trying to forget Han Yi-yeon and organize my thoughts.
"I came all the way to Busan and saw the ocean..."
So I spent the whole weekend in Busan.
And the evening before leaving Busan
"Ha... Shit... How can I forget him, Seungyeon Cho... It's already been 5 months...
If you really get to know me, aren't you a retard? How could you covet a girl who already has a boyfriend..?"
I tried many ways and means to forget your thoughts without you knowing, but still
I can't forget it.
So, it was a festival day, and I was happy hanging out with you.
Even when I go to the tarot card reader, I hear that and hope that we break up like trash.
This is a piece of trash that can't even be recycled.