After I finished organizing my thoughts in Busan, I returned and started preparing for the exam.
And then I started spending more time with you.
"Ha.. Tests are just as shitty now as they were in high school."
I thought it was cute how you whined about not liking tests.
'So cute.. hehe'
As I walked with you, I wished time would pass slowly.
'I wish time would stop like this...'
How could I give up on you when I'm smiling at you?
But luck is really annoying.
You have to give up on yourself to be happy.
I have to give up on you so that I can see you smile even though it hurts me.
I have to give up on you...
What do I gain if I give up?
Always asking myself and looking at you, I thought.
'I like you, Han Yi-yeon...'
I swallowed it in my heart dozens of times
My inner feelings that I'm desperate to tell you
At home, I'm writing and erasing text messages like a prodigy again...
How could I give up on you....
"I wonder what he's doing now... He must be with Seungwoo or Yohan..?"
When I come home and wash up, I think of your smile again
"Wow... I'm such an idiot... Are you thinking about this again?"
That's how I try to approach you while hiding my true feelings.
As I repeated the same day and thoughts day after day, the passing months and two months seemed to hurt me more.
If you look at it that way, we are focusing on our club after the exam period is over.
I didn't want to see the two of them kissing and showing affection in front of me.
It felt like a knife was stabbing my heart.
So I turned my head.
Then it will hurt less...
But again my gaze was turned towards you.
So when June came and the curses against you came up, I was so angry that I couldn't stand it.
"Miss... Just try to catch me. I won't deceive you."
At night, I mobilized SNS and people around me from home to find that person.
Even if you look for it
"What am I doing..."
I'll probably get dizzy again soon, throw my phone, and go to bed.
It was nice when they found the culprit.
I can punish this person
So when I happily told you who the culprit was, I couldn't understand why you responded so calmly.
'What... is that the police officer's younger sister?'
Then, when I actually went to find that senior, I was scared.
I'm afraid that some harm will come to you
So I tried to block you by making excuses and using my brothers as a shield.
But none of those excuses work for you
So, when you were fighting with that senior and he was about to hit you, he grabbed your wrist.
"Why are you messing with my pet pig? He's my food buddy and
"We're almost like friends"
'Well... it's not wrong, so it'll be okay...'
While they were suppressing it, Yohan and Seungwoo showed up and took the senior away.
And I hated that I couldn't do anything.
'Those guys are taking me to the police station in style, but I...'
I blamed myself again.
So, Seungwoo and Yohan left and I tried to see you anxious.
He comforted me like a boyfriend and passed by.
"Yeah... You seem really fucked up... Let's go to liberal arts class together tomorrow..."
I passed you by like that.
And even then, my feelings for you were still the same.
Even now...
Um... guys! Let me give you a spoiler!
Seungyeon and Yeoju will be together for a while! (I'm sorry, Yohan..)