My Dawn

My Dawn: Part 1

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w. In Yu-jae







That day was no different from any other day.
The other thing is that I just studied for 16 years.
It was just a day that became the starting point for me to put things down a little.
And that's what I meant to commemorate that day,
The day you left me,
It was the day we had our last conversation.




"Jeongwon, it's still the last graduation ceremony.
"What kind of bouquet should I bring?"

"Um...make it what you like the most!"

"Okay, just wait."

"I'm really looking forward to it"

"Okay, okay, go to sleep. I'll take some nice pictures tomorrow."

"You're not sleeping either, oppa..."

"I'm going, Bae Jeong-won. Go to sleep quickly."

"Uncle Jeon Jungkook, let's meet tomorrow.
And I love you today too"

"me too,"







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-Jeongwon, something urgent suddenly came up.
I don't think I can go. What should I do?

"...why..?"

-I'm sorry, but if you solve this quickly, we can eat together.

"Are you sure I'm important to you, oppa..?"

-I'm sorry, Jeongwon.

"Okay, let's hang up."




It wasn't something to be so upset about, but I just got annoyed.
I don't know what I'll regret
Because I was ruled by momentary emotions,
Stupidly.






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-Jeongwon,Across from the schoolI'm almost at the parking lot
I think it'll come out soon

"huh"

-Are you still upset? Huh? Jeongwona?

"I don't know"

-Okay, come out soon haha




So I finished taking pictures with mom and dad.
As I was walking slowly, I heard a commotion.




"Hey, there was a traffic accident at the crosswalk across from the school."

"Oh really? What should I do on graduation day.."




I was just anxious. I had a bad feeling about this.
I just remembered what you said about being across the street at that time.
That's how I brainwashed myself




'Yeah, he said he was coming.
I said I was going, so wait.'

'No, even if you look for me at school...'

"Bae Jeong-won!"

"Uh...uh?"

"How many times did you call me, what were you thinking?
"Jungkook is here, let's hurry"




Then I sent a text.


'Oppa, I'm going out'


I just thought he was busy and passed it over
The number 1 next to the letter bothered me today.





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I'm coming to you,
The rumbling sound became louder and louder.
And I was anxious.
I wonder if you are the main character of the story that was spreading,




"..I'll just pass by for a moment."




Why do ominous predictions always come true?
When I saw people waiting,
I think I reported it to 119.
But why are you there?
Why? Why on earth?


"..."


As soon as I saw it, my hair turned white.
Then he ran like a crazy person to anyone who saw him.




"..garden..garden...bae..garden..."

"Please don't talk."

"Jeong..Won-ah..that...flower...water...forget-me-not.."

"Please....really please...
"Why are you here? I told you I was going.."




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"love you..."

"..jungkook jeon!!!!!!!!!!!"




Then I lost consciousness,
They are doing something to the point where they can't perform surgery at the hospital.
That didn't matter.
At the police station, they're talking about some drunk crazy guy.
That didn't matter either


It's just that you're not by my side
It was the most important.








*The flower language of forget-me-not is said to be true love and don't forget me.
The feelings that Jungkook wanted to send were true love.
After Jungkook dies, don't forget me would be appropriate, right?
That doesn't mean that Jeongguk chose the forget-me-not because he knew he would die. He chose it because of the flower's meaning of true love.
Thank you 🙂