Knock, knock, knock.
The rainy season had just ended, but now it was raining again, drop by drop. Listening to the sound of the rain hitting the window, I stared blankly into space again today. It had been exactly a week since Min Yoongi and I had broken up.
Yura) ''Whew...''
I kept turning my phone off and on. I was tired of this meaningless action. Min Yoongi, with his pride, would never contact me first.
Well, even if I were Yoongi, I wouldn't have contacted him again.
Because he doesn't love like me.
Ding dong-
The doorbell, ringing with no apparent intent, rang through the quiet room. I slowly turned my head, my gaze focused on the front door. For a moment, I hoped it was Yoongi.
I know it's impossible for Min Yoongi to do this, but
Ding dong-
I slowly got up and headed for the front door. As I did so, the doorbell rang once more.
There's no way it's Min Yoongi
The moment I was standing in front of the door and about to turn the doorknob, someone slammed the door hard and spoke in a weak voice.
Yoongi) ''It's me, Min Yoongi.''
Hearing that, I leaned my head against the front door. I was afraid I'd burst into tears if I opened it right away. But I was even more afraid that it was just a hallucination, a longing to see him.
Yoongi) "...Lee Yu-ra"
Yeoju) ''......''
It's Min Yoongi.
I opened the door, trying to ignore the pounding of my heartbeat in my ears. A wet, shiny surface appeared at the doorstep.
Yoongi, who had been bowing his head, slowly raised it and looked at me. Tears were flowing from his eyes. Tears I couldn't tell if they were from crying or from getting soaked by the rain.
Yoongi) "....Sister"
Yura) "Why... did you come?"
shine) ''.......''
Yura) "I don't need you. I have nothing to do."
Yoongi) "Are you really not needed anymore?"
Yoongi chuckled once, as if he was dumbfounded. I looked back at Yoongi, who was staring straight at me. Tears were streaming down his red eyes.
Yura) "What do you want? If a proud motherfucker like you has come all this way, you must have something you want. Do you think marriage is a tool? Yes!! Marriage is a tool to me! Love is a joke!!!"
Yoongi) ''If love is a joke, use me without mercy. Don't throw me away, use me!!!''
Yoon-ki, who had been screaming, lowered his head and spoke in a tearful voice.
Yoongi) "So, marry me, unnie."
I was startled and frozen when I heard him. Yoongi didn't care and just knelt down, looked up at me, and said.
Yoongi) "If I say I love you, will you believe me?"
Yura) ''What?''
Yoon-ki) "I did it because I loved her. I hated hearing those words coming out of the mouth of the woman I loved, and I hated that the woman I loved felt like she was forced to marry me."
Yura) ''...Sorry.''
Yoongi) "But I thought it was even more fucked up that there would be another guy standing next to you. That's why I came to catch him."
After Yoongi finished speaking, we fell into a long silence. The damp, humid air and the sound of the rain seemed somehow louder. But the loudest sound of all was my heartbeat.
Yoongi looked at my face and then lowered his head with a hurt expression.
Yoongi) ''I have nothing more to ask of you.''
Yura) ''Lies.''
Yoongi) "I can do anything as long as my sister can be filled because of me."
Yura) "Even if that's your fate?"
Yoon-gi said with a hollow smile.
Yoongi) "My fate is already yours."
Yura) ''......Wake up, Min Yoongi''
Yoongi) "Play with me until you get sick of me. I'd even break me for you. Oh, maybe it's already broken so it doesn't matter."
Yura) "...You want to be a doll without emotions? Are you kidding me? Do you think I want that?"
I reached out to Yoongi to wake him up. Yoongi grabbed my hand and brought it to his cheek, saying,
Yoongi) "What do my feelings matter...just...play with me like a toy."
Yura) "You'll regret it. Like you said, ours isn't a normal marriage."
Yoongi) ''It's okay''
Yoongi blurted out those words and kissed my left palm. I could tell how long he'd been out in the cold rain.
When I slowly put it on my palm, Yoongi bit my ring finger.
Yura) ''Ouch!''
Yoon-ki looked at his ring finger with the scar on it and said.
Yoongi) "I'm sorry I didn't prepare an engagement ring. Unnie, let's marry me."
That's where the wedding ring should be.
This will truly be the most perfect proposal in Yoongi's next life, the life after that, or in all of my lives.
Yura) "Okay, let's start dating."
Yoongi's eyes widened in surprise at my words, as if he couldn't have imagined my answer. Then, he elegantly closed his eyes again and spoke.
When he, who had been so tearful, smiled so brightly, my heart pounded again. I really liked Min Yoongi, it was crazy.
Yoongi) "I like you, let's go out."
He only then rose from his seat, and I looked at Yoongi, who was now higher than me. Then, very slowly, he approached me. Our faces grew closer and closer, and his breath began to touch my lips.
The thought of kissing me again like that time soon crossed my mind, and the moment I was about to lift my toes, Yoongi gently wrapped his hand around my head and kissed me on the mouth. He caressed my ring finger that he had bitten.
When was the last time I kissed? I didn't like how skilled I was then or even now.