my stupid story

1..

I'm desperately looking for a way out.


The thing is, I had a partner for over 3 years, 3 months and 9 months to be exact, although yesterday it was 3 months and 10 months, but that's not the point...

The thing is, I wasn't talking to him anymore because we decided to take a "break" so we could focus on our studies, since we're at different universities.

Besides, I don't have a cell phone (our cell phones were stolen together, he bought one, I didn't because my mother had two and lent me one for myself and the other for my sister)
I only use my mother's phone to do my homework because she checks everything I do on it, although I'm grateful to her because she let me have a voting app to support my favorite artists and she doesn't want me to get distracted by it, that's why I didn't add her or anything like that.

I only used to log into my Messenger account to talk to him on our anniversary, but I haven't done that for three months now because I didn't have the time. Besides, I stopped talking to him because he was thinking things like I was cheating on him or something. Lately, he'd been asking me if I liked someone else and things like that, saying he was insecure. I didn't understand why, so I decided to stop talking to him because I realized I was thinking about it a lot and it was distracting me too much.