my stupid story

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And the worst part is that he always told me he hated men who were like that with their girlfriends.

That he would never do something like that because supposedly I was his everything.

And don't even get me started on the crap they were saying (audios singing about love, dedications, hearts), I felt like nothing... and it surprises me because I've always been one of those people who had a strong character and personality...

It hurts because I somehow knew this would happen, but I still clung to him. The worst part is that I went on his Facebook and realized he deleted all the photos and messages he had with me.

Yesterday I read all the letters he gave me back then and I cried like never before. I'd never felt like that before because I thought I was irreplaceable, or at least that's what he made me believe. I don't understand how he could change so much after almost four years and only two months of knowing each other. 💔


Sorry for writing this, but I needed to vent. Something hurts in my throat... I'm sorry... how ridiculous...