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"What is your name?"
"..is that a reason?"
"Please sit down and wait-"
"...."
This is a hospital
To be exact, it is a hospital that provides psychotherapy.
"Patient Lee Yu-na, please come in-"
"yes"
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"Welcome"
"hello"
"nice to meet you"
"I am Jiyeonju, who will be in charge of Yuna's psychotherapy from now on."
"..."
"Then let's get started right away."
"You came to receive psychotherapy for some reason."
"... yes"
"Can I ask what happened?"
"..I'm actually a public figure"
"...."
"He was a public figure, and..."
"I've lived more intensely and painfully than anyone else."
"hmm..."
"But I don't think it can happen anymore."
"..I just ran away"
"...Are you having a hard time?"
"It's just... it's not that it's not hard..."
"How hard must it have been for you to run away?"
"There are people who don't run away no matter how hard it is."
"There are people who aren't like that."
"...."
"But most of the patients I take care of run away."
"So I asked, why on earth did you run away?"
"Do you know what he said then?"
"You're running away because you're too tired of this life or you can't handle it anymore."
"Then why did you run away, Yuna?"
"..I just,"
"Because I'm scared of everything."
"I can't handle this anymore,"
"I just... don't want to hurt you either."
"Everyone is having a hard time because of me."
"Yuna, look at me."
"..."
"I don't know much about it, so I can't help it."
"It's not like Yuna did anything wrong."
"And so what if I do something wrong?"
"Everyone makes mistakes in life,"
"We cause harm, that's what we do as humans."
"I think Yuna is hurting because of other people,"
"I'm not telling you to feel sorry alone."
"I'm actually scared too, so I run away."
"Sometimes this place feels overwhelming and scary."
"I was worried that I might cause more mental damage if I did something wrong."
"But,"
"I decided not to run away anymore."
"I can't let someone else handle what I brought upon myself."
"So, I hope Yuna will also have the courage to take another step forward."
".. thank you"
"No, then we'll see you next week."
"good bye"
"yes-"
The teacher gave me a warm smile,
He saw me off.
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On the way home in a quiet car,
I saw it.
□□□.
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Seventeen makes a comeback with 'I Don't Wanna Cry'
They have now finished their comeback on music shows,
The fan signing event was starting.
and
The question from the fan standing in front of Seungcheol paused for a moment.
"Hey, how is Yuni doing?"
".. I'm doing great"
"Then tell him to stay healthy and see you later."
"Okay, ○○, have a nice day."
"See you next time"
"You too, oppa!"
"all right-"
"Brother, are you okay?"
"Oh, oh, it's okay"
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"Carats-"
"yes!!!!!"
"Do you miss us??"
"yes!!!!"
"...!"
"If you miss me, just bear with it for a little longer."
"We're in so much pain right now, so please bear with us for a little longer."
"yes!!!!"
"Can you do this much?!"
"yes-!!!!"
"thank you"
A young fan came in front of Wonwoo
"Hello - what's your name?"
"It's ●●●!"
"●●-"
"Do you have anything to say or any questions?"
"I know, but are you sure you won't cry?"
A young fan who confidently speaks to Wonwoo
"I guess it depends on what it is?"
"Just give it a try"
"I wanted to say this"
"I've been waiting for you all this time, and now you're telling me."
"Oppa"
"yes"
"Until we meet again"
"Always wait for me and take good care of me"
"..."
"And this is for Jeon Won-woo, not a public figure."
"Because whenever you turn around, I'll be on your side."
"Remember me forever and love me again."
"..."
"Then we'll give you that much."
"You understand?"
".. Okay, thank you haha"
"..Carats seem to speak nicely"
"I know"
"Seungkwan-!! Don't cry-!!!"
"Oh really.. haha who was that just now?"
"it's me-!!!!"
"You wait for my turn-!!"
"good-!!!"
To us, we are,
I'm talking about Seventeen.
Currently, there are 13 members active,
The word 'we' means 14 people.
It also means Yuna's empty seat,
It is a word that makes the empty space feel even more empty.
Thanks to this, when it is their turn, the fans
He gives each person a word of comfort and leaves.
and
Receiving comfort from Seventeen.
So I talk to the fans,
As we were joking around, time passed quickly.
"Carats - Did you have fun today?"
"yes-!!!!!"
"I'm glad you had fun."
"We'll meet again next time, and Carats, take care on your way back-"
"yes-!!!!!"
"hi-!!"
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"Good job" Manager
"You worked hard too, hyung."
"We all worked hard."
"Everyone, get some rest and see you tomorrow," Manager
"Hyung, take care and get some rest."
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"..hyung!! Min-gyu hyung is weird!!"
"uh?!"
bang-!!
"Min-gyu, what's wrong?"
"Hyung.. I, I.. I miss Yuna so much.."
"..you know I can't see it"
"Hyung... I saw the diary Yuna left behind..."
"I want to see you even though I know I can't..."
".. diary?"
"I'll be out"
"Talk to your brothers."
"Hey Dino, call Jeonghan and Jisoo."
"okay"
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"What's going on, Min-gyu, what's wrong?"
"brother..."
Min-gyu looked like he would burst into tears at any moment.
"What's wrong? What's going on?"
"Yuna, diary..."
"What diary?"
"this"
Seungcheol gave Yuna's diary to Jeonghan and Jisoo.
"what's this.."
Jeonghan seemed shocked as he read the diary with Jisoo.
"Min-gyu, where did you get this?"
"Under Yuna's bed"
"Seungcheol, come out for a second."
Jisoo listened to Min-gyu's words
As if something came to mind, he asked Seungcheol to come out.
"I found it"
And then
He seemed to be putting his hand under the bed and looking for something,
Finally, he took out a large box.
"What is this box?"
"I don't know"
"The letter and gift Yuna received from us."
"It contains things that I thought were important."
"How do you know that?"
"I found it while cleaning Yuna's room a while ago."
"...."
Seungcheol asked at Jisoo's words,
Jisoo answered
They became quiet.
Even if I clean Yuna's room
I only cleaned the floor, windows, and desks.
Because I didn't clean thoroughly under the bed.
And Jeonghan broke the silence and asked.
"Is this something only we know?"
"Oh, but Dino only saw the diary."
"Let's keep this between us."
"You'll just find out someday."
"You'll find out"
"But I'm deliberately not going to say anything."
"Because Yuna might come back someday."
"... okay"
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Knock knock knock-
The sound of coughing filled the room.
"ah.."
"Is it cold..."
In this situation, my throat hurts and even my voice comes out strangely.
I head to the hospital wondering if I have a cold.
"Patient Lee Yu-na"
"yes"
"You will be taken to the examination room."
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"What is causing you discomfort?"
"My throat hurts and feels stuffy."
"Ah, I'll try it."
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"My neck is a bit swollen."
"I'll prescribe you some cold medicine. Take it and come back if you feel sick."
"yes"
"goodbye"
"uh..?"
"..."
"Why.."
"... Hey, Min-gyu."
"Why are you..."
"..why you"
"My throat... hurts"
"Take good care of your neck."
"You... wait a minute."
"...."
I didn't know.
I never thought we'd meet again here.
"I... have to go first-"
"Yuna, please-.."
".. Min-gyu, I'm sorry-"
"Just once...just once"
"..."
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"how have you been doing..?"
".. Yeah, I've been.. well."
No, I couldn't do it.
"Doesn't it hurt anywhere..?"
"doesn't exist"
'there is'
"Yuna, I'm sorry for asking you this."
"..If you're sorry, don't do it"
Tell me
".. sorry"
"You... are you all doing well?"
"No, everyone is having a hard time."
I see
also.
I'm the only one lying again.
"Yuna, someday..."
"Come back sometime.."
"please...."
"...."
It doesn't work.
Why do you keep shaking me?
Why, dizzyingly.
Why do you keep shaking me?
Do you still remember me, when I was weak to tears?
or not.
Do you remember Lee Yuna exactly as she was?
"..sorry, I.."
I can't face the members anymore.
"I am...."
Why can't you speak?
"Yuna, then..."
"Just once... Let's hug just once..."
In the end, I couldn't speak,
I was quietly held in Min-gyu's arms.
"I'm sorry... for no reason... for no reason..."
Then Min-gyu's shoulders shook slightly,
Soon I felt the hem of my clothes around my shoulders getting wet.
"..I'm sorry, so don't cry"
I tried to swallow the tears that were about to fall,
He spoke silently as if nothing had happened.
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and...
It's been so long...
I had plenty of time to write because of school (?)
I couldn't come up with any material, so I revised the text twice.
And I'm only uploading it now....