EP 02
: I'll go with you
Things have been strange since that day.
After meeting Min-gyu, I started to feel strange.
"Why are you really doing this.."
I have questions and think about why that is,
I also thought about what kind of emotion it was,
I thought about it again.
But what comes back is nothing
Just a question for me.
It was the first time in my life that I felt this way.
If not,
Since I left the members, my feelings have changed one by one
It could have disappeared.
Even if I want to go and ask someone
Because you can't take away my worries.
But after that feeling arose
Something comes up in my mind,
I want to burst out but I can't,
It also felt like something hazy was trying to come out.
Only what comes from the heart
I thought it was 'anger',
There are things that I want to vent but can't do.
I thought it was 'anger'.
But unlike anger, I feel depressed
It was difficult because I heard it often.
If,
If really,
If I hadn't left the members,
Wouldn't it have been like this?
He asked me with a very slim chance.
I know,
If I hadn't left
Could it really be like this?
Even if I go back now,
Can't I go back?
"Brother, brother!!"
"Uh... why"
"Why can't you come to your senses?"
"Huh..? No."
"Why are you not answering?"
"No, let's start filming."
"...? Filming is over."
"Oh, let's get off work."
"..then"
"What's wrong with you these days?"
"As if I saw a ghost"
"Heh.. Hyung, if you happen to see someone you want to see"
"What do you think?"
"Suddenly using formal language..?"
".. I guess I'll run over and buy it or grab it?"
"..yes, that's me"
"what?"
"I'll go to bed first."
"You go to bed early too, hyung."
"Hyung, Min-gyu hyung..!"
"why"
"Hey, can you talk to me for a minute?"
"..Okay, let's do that"
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"Hyung, did you meet your older sister..?"
".... "
"Answer quickly, did you really meet him?"
"..we met by chance"
"Huh.. So this is what it is now?"
"Seungkwan... I, really..."
"No, hyung..! Don't cry.."
"I really wanted to see you, do you know where we met?"
"We met at the hospital in this big city."
"...."
"I want to ask where it hurts."
"I can't ask."
"I want to tell you not to go, but..."
"I'm sorry to say this..."
"But do you know what was the most heartbreaking thing?"
"I'm worried that we'll be worried"
"I lied and said I was fine and that I was not sick."
"I held back my tears because I didn't want to appear weak."
"...You should have caught him"
"I wanted to do that too, but"
"The way he walks away looks very tired."
"I felt like I had given up on everything."
"How can I catch a kid like that?"
"I missed you too, hyung."
"Then you should have tried not to lose it again."
"Are you okay with just letting it go?"
"Because it's not hard?"
"A person who looks tired even while resting,"
"..Yeah, I guess I won't be able to catch you."
"Because you're someone I don't want to lose again."
"... Do you think you can catch it?"
"How tired and lonely you looked."
"If that's the case, I should have caught more..!!"
"Wouldn't you have wanted to catch me too?!"
"I didn't want to let you go either!! I didn't want to lose you again!!"
"But how can you do that? If you come back, what are you going to do about catching someone who will get hurt!!"
"I don't want to see you get hurt anymore!"
"Just like Hansol is precious to you,"
"Yuna is precious to me too!!!"
"I'm afraid my sister won't be precious to me?!"
"He's like a friend to me too."
"I want to hold you so you don't get hurt."
“Don’t you know how I feel, hyung?!”
"I know, I know better than anyone else."
"He was one of my few friends,"
"My brother is not an ordinary person but a reason"
"You see idol Lee Yuna as a friend."
"..You keep asking me what you know"
"We, who are the same age, were more hurt than you."
"I was more anxious"
"what?"
"Living with all emotions until now"
"It was a story we enjoyed and shared."
"Don't think we're inferior to people we don't know."
It started out as a simple story,
As we talked, the voices got louder and louder
It was just a surge of emotions.
And before long, it turned into an argument,
Before I knew it, it had spread into a wound that could not be healed.
".. miss you"
After the unknown feelings grew
It was their faces that made me want to see them even more.
But because it was a comeback period
It was said that they were holding a fan signing event.
So I thought about it
I finally bought a ticket to the fan signing event.
Even after purchasing the ticket, I continued to worry,
In the end, I tried to shake off my worries, thinking that it would be something to worry about later.
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"I missed you"
"Us too-!!!!!!!!"
"We... I don't know how long it's been since we last saw each other."
"Anyway, I hope you have fun today."
"Okay, then let's start the fan signing event!!"
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"after..."
"Hello?? You must be very nervous.."
"Yes..? Oh yes..."
"Don't be nervous, go and have fun."
".. thank you"
"Next person will come up."
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"hello~"
"What's your name??"
"...me"
"Huh??"
"It's Yuna, it's... Yuna."
"Is this... Yuna?"
"No, just Yuna."
"Oh-..what a pretty name"
"Right"
"How old are you??"
"I'm 21 years old."
"Really?? You're so young."
"I have a problem."
"What is it??"
"I'm worried right now."
"Should I go back or should I just stay like this?"
"Well... I hope Yuna does what she wants."
"Even if I don't go back, even if I do go back, it's still Yuna."
"And I like any Yuna."
"I'd be happy if you just remained as our fans."
"But please don't disappear like my younger sister Yuna."
"Please don't hide your existence."
"I want to see Yuna..."
"I'm only telling this to Yuna."
"I was passing by Min-gyu's room a while ago"
"I heard Yuna was having a hard time."
"And his back looked very tired.."
"Min-gyu was a bit strange that day."
"So I had a fight with Seungkwan that evening."
"So I decided."
"Until Yuna gets better and comes back"
"I'll wait patiently..."
"I see..."
"But Jisoo"
"yes?"
"You didn't want to see me..?"
"I think it's the first time I'm seeing you today..."
"This isn't my first time."
"And Jisoo too... you know who she is."
"who...."
"It's me, oppa"
"Huh..? Heh.. I missed you."
".. me too"
"How have you been?"
"..Yeah, oppa, but I guess I have to move on now."
"how are you"
"You too, oppa..."
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"Carats!"
"Did you all have fun today?!"
"yes-!!!!!!!"
"Yes, that's fortunate."
"Well... we have something to tell you today."
"This is not something that is talked about outside,"
"Let's keep this a secret between us and the people who came here today."
"Is that possible?"
"yes-!!!!!!"
"Okay, then I'll tell you right away."
"You know we were originally 14 people, not 13."
".. We also found out about it after seeing the article that was suddenly announced."
"So I went on as usual, not knowing it would be the last time."
"I felt uneasy after reading the article."
"Actually, I haven't been able to contact you since that day."
"I didn't even come into the chatroom or read it."
"And then, in a place we really didn't expect, Min-gyu..."
"We met"
"I thought we were doing well and staying healthy."
"Min-gyu said he looked really tired."
"We've been worrying about this day so much."
"But I didn't know something like this would happen."
"Today we..."
"I met Yuna"
''But our Carats''
"Yuna, it's been a while, hasn't it?"
"But please look at me kindly."
"Because before being Seventeen, I'm a human being."
"I don't know when I'll be back, but I said I'll be back soon."
"Please wait a while."
"You understand?"
"yes-!!!!!!!!!"
"Then, thank you to the fans who came to the last fan signing event today."
"Uh... Everyone, please be careful on your way in."
"Yuna..!"
"what's the matter?"
".. Is.. still, difficult..?"
"..I'm a lot better than before"
"..I wanted to see"
"...."
"I want you to know at least this..."
"Because it's been a long time since I've seen you."
"Myungho"
"don't worry"
"It's gotten a little better"
"I'll be back soon."
"Really... you're coming, right..?"
"Yeah, today was good."
"Let's be 14 for the next fan meeting, not 13."
"Thank you for what you said earlier."
"Don't get sick, stay healthy and well."
"Okay, go in carefully."
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"Carats..!"
"Thank you for today."
"Thanks to you,"
"I think I had a good time."
"Right, then let's have fun today too."
Ding dong-
"Who is it..?"
"I know..?"
"I'll go and check."
"okay"
While Seokmin, Hansol, and Chan were performing live
When the bell rang, Chan went out, saying he would come and see me.
"Wow..!!!! Wow!!!!! How..!!"
"Why, why, what's going on?"
"Carats, just a moment-"
Because of Chan who started screaming not long after
Seokmin and Hansol went out to check for themselves.
"Wow..!!! Yaaaa..."
"Oh my... what's going on..?"
But because of the members who don't come back even after time passes
The fans were full of worry and curiosity about what might have happened.
"Ah.. I'm sorry everyone.."
"I'll finish here for today."
And the broadcast ended with Hansol returning and saying that it was over.
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Author | Kim Carat
Date of Creation| 00/00
Did you guys see the live??
Suddenly the bell rang and Dino went to check.
The kids who went to check because I screamed
Since you haven't come back, I'm waiting to see what happens.
Choi Vernon came back and said that he was crying because of the area around his eyes.
It was red
And so the broadcast ends...
I hope something is wrong with our babies..?
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N That's why.. I'm worried..
n But I guess something really is going on..
Dino made a sound close to a scream earlier...
Oh... I'm worried.....
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On the other hand, I don't know the feelings of those fans.
Just overwhelming emotions and
The members were shedding tears of longing.
"Why, why did you come now.. Ugh!.."
"Sister, do you know how much I missed you?!"
"really.."
"Sorry"
"Seungcheol oppa, come here."
"Hey, do you know how worried I was?!"
"You can't just disappear without saying anything..."
"sorry"
"It was all my fault."
"I'm sorry I haven't heard from you for so long."
"Yuna.."
"Jisoo Oppa"
"Why, did you come now..?"
"I thought I was going crazy because I missed you so much since a while ago..."
"Why is everyone crying?"
"It's a good day."
"You who do that"
"Me? I'm just so happy right now."
"hello"
"Long time no see, huh?"
N Unnie.. I missed you..ㅠㅠ
"sorry"
"I haven't seen you much since your debut."
"Uh... I've returned to work as of today."
"The reason I took a break from my activities"
"Because we're the only female group."
"There were a lot of negative comments."
"And then there were the sasaeng fans who came too."
"There were a lot of things like swearing and finding out my number."
"So... I was young when I first debuted, so it was hard to handle that."
"It was so burdensome and scary."
"So, the choice was to stop the activity."
"Almost... it wasn't a stop, it was an escape."
"There are people younger than me."
"I wonder what I'm doing now that I'm older than you..."
"Thinking like that helped me recover mentally to some extent."
"So... after a long time, I'm back."
"Uh... It's late, but I've officially returned."
"We are preparing, so please support us."
What are you talking about to a kid who's only 21 years old?
Who is that person, I'm going to scold him
"Noona noona noona"
"Hey, why?"
"I'm so glad you're back, sister."
"Okay?? That's good-"
"Carats, please look at our sister nicely."
"I'm a soft-hearted person."
"Haha, isn't it cute?"
Honey is dripping from your eyes, guys..
N Ah.. I'm jealous. If only my younger sibling was half as good as me..
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Wow.. I'm sorry I haven't been here for over a month..