Today's story is about my boyfriend, Min Yoongi, who left me six years ago. If only I could go back to that time—if only I could—I would have loved you without a care. I wanted to be by your side until the very end, and even comfort you by telling you that going to heaven wasn't a big deal...
There were so many things I wanted to say, but in the end, all I could do was visit him on the last day of the funeral and give him a single chrysanthemum. My boyfriend, Min Yoongi, I miss you so much.How are you doing?I'm so worried that you might be cold or lonely there.
It was so pretty how you came to me for no reason and smiled brightly. My boyfriend Min Yoongi, whom I love so much, is on his way now... Please wait a little longer.
.... The one who was with Yoon-gi at his last moments was my younger sister, Lee Yeo-woo. Why... why, of all people, Lee Yeo-woo. We had no relationship or close relationship, but because Lee Yeo-woo liked Yoon-gi, I couldn't properly hold Yoon-gi's last moments or funeral.
Yoongi's girlfriend was me. God, how unfair... My parents always loved only Lee Yeo-woo. Because she was the youngest, well, actually, she wasn't even that old... They always spoke to Lee Yeo-woo with affection, but in comparison, the tone they spoke to me was really cold and indifferent.
This fox took away the only support that had kept me going in life. To be exact, it was my parents who took it away. Yunki doesn't have parents. I left home and lived with Yunki in a 13-square-foot studio apartment that I had barely managed to secure for five years.
It was really hard, but we laughed together, watched TV, drank, and had a great time. Still, just when I was thinking about visiting my parents, Yoon-ki said he wanted to say hello, so I went. Looking back, I should have told him not to go.
When I went home after a long time, nothing had changed, and my parents' backs seemed to have gotten more bent over the past four years. And Yeo-ju Lee was still living, wearing luxury goods and showing off her wealth. Our family was neither rich nor poor, just an ordinary family. It seemed like Yeo-ju Lee had fallen in love with Yoon-gi at that time.
After living together for a little over seven years, I decided to marry Yoongi and proposed. It seems like only yesterday that Yoongi was surprised, hugged me tightly, and cried. I really thought only happy things would remain.
About three months after I proposed, we went to the hospital together for a pre-wedding checkup. I was always worried Yoongi would collapse because he was so skinny... but I knew he'd be fine. That day, too, we ate our favorite tteokbokki, chatted, and drank to relieve our stress.
And the next morning, I woke up rubbing my eyes and received a phone call. At first, I didn't believe it. I didn't want to believe it. I quickly woke Yoongi and took him to the hospital. They said he must have been in a lot of pain, but I was so grateful and resentful of Yoongi for enduring it.You should have said something if you were sick, you idiot.Still, Yoongi answered with a smile. He said he was sorry...
I love you, my most beloved heroine.Those were the last words. The last words from Yoongi's mouth. He told me he loved me and left. I haven't told him yet... I wanted to tell him to wait.
He approached Yun-gi's photo holding a white chrysanthemum and spoke.I miss you so much. I love you, Min Yoongi. Don't get sick, eat lots of delicious food... and stay well. I'll be back soon. I love you.