And so the morning dawned
When I opened my eyes, Jimin was already looking at me.
I avoided his eyes because I felt sorry and guilty even for looking into his eyes.
“Hey lady”
"huh..?"
"Let's break up"
So he said goodbye to me with his throat choked up
I couldn't say no to him or say yes to him.
Because I don't deserve him..
like that
I had my second breakup
I'm drifting apart from those who have been with me for most of my life.
I started to gradually break down
I bought a few bottles of soju by myself and went to the beach.
I spread out a mat and drank soju alone.
My body was getting hotter and hotter, and I was losing my mind. Then, someone suddenly collapsed next to me.
“What the??? You”
“Hey, what are you doing here?”
“Huh? Hey Jeonggu!!! It’s been a while since I’ve seen you.”
“......What are you doing here..“
"How have you been?"
"I just... lived like this and like that"
"Jeonggu...is here...I'm really having a hard time..
I really want to die
I brought this on myself...
It's all my fault
It's all because I'm so bad
I feel so sorry for them
Now I don't know what to do next
It's so suffocating...
I feel like I'm going to die from suffocation, Jungkook...
Please...please save me..."
"My lady..."
"Ugh....please....
Don't let go of my hand, Jungkook...
I really...
I don't think I have anyone else to rely on, Jeongguk...
.
.
.
I haven't seen her in two months since I broke up with her.
It wasn't easy to forget someone you loved.
No matter how much I drink or how much I try to sleep,
I couldn't sleep because your face came to mind.
So I lived each day relying on medication.
So, it's been two months since I last saw you
More than me... it was completely broken
He calls me...Jungkook, my elementary school classmate.
Crying for help
Yeojuya
I feel so pathetic for resenting you even for a moment
It's hard to see you having a harder time than me
I guess it's really time to send you back to Taehyung.
Don't be sad alone like this again
Live happily, Yeoju
I am...
It's really okay
It'll be okay