Our Youth Was Love [BL]

<Busol> A tragedy on a beautiful spring day

*Contains many sensitive materials
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"Sola.. I told you not to wear those alien sunglasses.."
"It's pretty"
"If you're going to use your face like that, give it to me!!"
Hansol, wearing green alien sunglasses, spoke while eating snacks next to Seungkwan.
"Ah, shit"
"huh?"
"Let's go see the cherry blossoms tomorrow, since it's spring."
"Huh?"
"Let's go on a date"
"Wow, huh!! Really?? Wow!! I'm bragging about this? Gyaaahhh"
I thought you didn't usually go on dates, so I suggested we go see the cherry blossoms. I didn't expect you to like it this much. I felt good.





The next day, in front of Seung-gwan waiting at the place where the cherry blossom festival was held
Hansol walked over
"You're dressed nicely."
"Hehe.. I love you, Sol!!"
I was led to see the cherry blossoms by Seungkwan, who smiled and took my hand.
"Sola, shall we do it once?"
"What?"
"Hehehe"
"Hey, hey, you really"
"I love you"
You were so good at talking dirty... I said yes, and you hugged me.
"Ugh..."
Ah, this feeling is still strange
"I love you, Sol"
"Me too Seungkwan, hmph...!"

How many minutes have passed?
I glared at you, holding your stiff waist. I hate you, too.
"Ah... Boo Seung-kwan"
"Why did you say you liked Sol-ah?"
My mouth is wide open, this is ridiculous, me?
"I???"
"You said you liked me and that you loved me, right?"
I looked at you with a dumbfounded expression because I was dumbfounded, and you just said
I smiled brightly, I'm just looking at you because you're so cute
"I don't know"
"X is so pretty my boyfriend"
"It's cool"
"Yeah~ In my eyes, Choi Han-sol is not handsome, but pretty~~"
Covering your ears... Huh, you were so young and like an elementary school student.
Of course I did too, but... I wanted to look more mature
"Oh, I don't know, I don't know. Let's go see the fireworks."
I held your hand and went to see the highlight of the cherry blossom festival: fireworks!

"This is a great place!!! Choi Han-sol, come quickly!!"
"Okay, I understand. Wait!!"
I ran to buy your favorite tangerine flavored ice cream nearby and was careful because I knew it would be a big problem if I spilled it.
I can't believe how cute you are when you wave your hand at me
"I'll be there soon, government office!!"
"Okay, come quickly!!"







You were pretty as you looked up at the beautiful fireworks exploding.
"Sola, you're pretty."
"Why are you confessing all of a sudden?"
"I've been there before, so what's the problem?"
"I told you not to say that."
"Hingu hingu, Seunggani is sad. It's because of Sol. If you don't let go, Sol
Don't say anything!"
I chuckled at your ridiculous aegyo and looked at you.
"I'm sorry, Shab."
You were so cute when you said you were sorry and looked at me with a bashful smile like a baby. I should do this more often from now on.
"What the heck, why are you thinking about this when you're alone??? I'm pissed!"
I don't think I have to do anything. I guess you think the same as me.

Two hours later, the fireworks came to an end.
"Was it fun?"
"huh!!"
"I love you, Gwan-a"
"I love you too, Sol!!!"


-END






I hit the keyboard and saved the file.
"I liked that time the best, Sol."
A novel that writes down memories of Hansol, who is no longer by my side.
It was the only joy in my life.
"Pretty cherry blossoms, clear skies, stars in the night sky, and fireworks."

"And you who see it all"
"I love you, Choi Han-sol. I can't see you anymore, but I'll love you."
"If there is a next life, let's meet again."
"....love you"
A large house, wealth from a successful novel
But, the thing I love and like the most is not right next to me
Could it be torture? How much sorrow must those tears contain?

On the way back, tears welled up in Seung-kwan's eyes as he still felt guilty for not being able to avenge his lover who died in a traffic accident.
It poured down, it was a beautiful spring day, it was so beautiful
So, I felt more desperate, if I were to express it this way

The tragedy of a beautiful spring day