Reality is losing its power and even the earth is holding its breath.

The saddest breakup in the world is probably

It was a hot summer. Today, as usual, I went to your house. I even bought ice cream to eat with you today. I entered your house password as usual, opened the door wide, and went in. Oh, right. I told you not to open the door wide. I'm going to get in trouble again.


"Taehyun! Hyung is here."


" ...... "


"...Taehyun? I bought you ice cream too."


For some reason, I didn't hear your answer. Are you not finished with school yet? I slowly went inside the house. You were lying in your room, blankly sitting there. I was surprised, weren't you? Hyung, you came. Even when I sat down next to you, you didn't respond. What? Did I do something wrong? I scratched my head and went outside to take a bite of ice cream. It's delicious. As expected. Mmm. I should save some for Taehyun. While I was eating the ice cream, you strolled out with a blank expression on your face.


"Taehyun, do you want some ice cream too?"


" ...... "


" ...... "
"Taehyun, did you do something wrong?"


" ...... "


You just blankly walked out, drank some water, and went inside. Did I do something wrong? What did I do wrong? Or are you sick? No. If you were sick, you would have at least said hello. We were having fun until yesterday. Why is this happening? I thought deeply about what I had done. Didn't you say hello when I ran into you at school? But you're not the type of person to ignore me over something like that. Is it because you dropped out? Then you would actually be happy. It didn't seem right, and it didn't seem right. It was frustrating. If I did something wrong, you would tell me. But I wasn't too upset. It was my fault. Taehyun should be upset.

I wanted to see your face, so I went to your room. I pulled the blanket over my head and rolled over to lie on my side. Are you really upset? I wanted to at least see your face. What a shame. I quietly walked over to you and sat down.


"Taehyun, if there's something I did wrong, can you tell me?"


" ...... "


"Or does it hurt somewhere?"


" ...... "


"I'm sorry... I'll be out."
"Tell me when you've made up your mind."


You were lying in bed all day, and I was just thinking about you on the couch all day, not seeing your face. What if you're really sick? I wish you were just angry. I can't be the one who hurts. I can't fix it. I miss you. No matter how angry you are, you're not the type of person to ignore me like this. Are you really sick? What should I do? I'm so angry at myself for not being able to do anything for you. It's time for us to lie in bed and chat. Ah, I miss you so much.

So you spent the night alone in your room, and I spent the night alone in the living room. As I lay there, lost in thought, it was already morning. You came out, trudging. Ah, it's been a while since I've seen your face. You're pretty. Taehyun.


"Taehyun, did you sleep well?"
"Are you sick anywhere?"


" ...... "


You sat down on the sofa without saying a word. I moved next to you. Suddenly, tears flowed from your eyes. What is it? Why are you crying?


"Taehyun, why, why are you crying?"


" ... brother... "


Finally, you called me. Hey, Taehyun, it's hyung. What happened? Are you feeling better now? Is it okay for me to come closer?


"Yeah Taehyun, hyung is here."


Tears fell from your large eyes, and my heart ached. Why was she crying so suddenly? Did I do something wrong? The moment I tried to put my hand on your shoulder to convey my feelings to you, my hand pierced through your body. Only then did I realize.

ah,
I'm dead.