Regretful Jeon Jungkook
BGM - FOOL (WINNER)
Even if it's a curse, it's still a shame
I want to hear your voice
stupid guy foolish guy
Now I know it's all my fault
A foolish and incompetent guy
Now I know it's all my fault
Yeoju's point of view
A senior in the dance club who made me fall in love when I was in my second year of middle school. From the moment I saw him, he made my heart, which had never been beating before, beat faster. Yes, he was my first love.
The name of my senior in the dance club was Jeon Jungkook. He was the best senior, very popular because he treated others well and taught them well.
I wasn't the only one who had a crush on that senior, but I was probably the only one in the same dance club. That's because the dance club auditions were so competitive that it would have been difficult to get in just by looking at Jeon Jungkook.
"Hey, look at this. Is it going well?"
"This is like this...well done."
At first, I just received the usual compliments. But at some point, I think Jeon Jungkook noticed that I liked him.
"···Oh, I'll go, Yeoju haha"
I might have been the only one dying from that reaction, but my senior gradually started to look for me.
"Uh... I'm really sorry, but I only need 5,000 won..."
"Oh, yes yes!"
I wondered how desperate he must be to come to me and borrow money, and took out a five thousand won bill from my wallet and handed it to him.
"Thank you, heroine. I'll repay you next time we meet haha.."
"Yes! Senior, please be careful on your way in~"
···
Two years passed like that. I was a freshman in high school, and Jeon Jungkook was a sophomore. I thought sophomore year would be incredibly busy, but Jungkook just had fun and played around. (He's actually a good student, though.)
Jiing jiing-
That day, as usual, I was lying in bed, fiddling with my phone. Then, a call came. The caller was Jeon Jungkook-sunbae, Jeon Jungkook-sunbae??
I rolled out of bed in excitement. I cleared my throat and answered the phone.
"...hello?"
"Hello? Lady. Can you come here for a moment?"
My heart pounded. It was the first time Jeon Jungkook had called me. "Ugh," I muttered, unable to say anything else.
"......"
"Huh, heroine?"
"I came to a snack bar with a friend, but we're short on money, so~"
Ah, my pounding heart suddenly stopped, and I felt like it had crashed to the floor. I quickly held back tears and continued speaking on the phone.
"Okay... I'll go give you the money."
Unrequited love n months in. Is it natural for someone to follow around like a maid when they have a crush on someone?
My heart couldn't help but turn towards Jeon Jungkook. Even though I didn't want to, I couldn't help it.
"Yeah! Thanks!"
···
I quickly got dressed, put on some basic makeup, and ran out. What if Jungkook was waiting? No matter how much he treated me, all I could think about was Jeon Jungkook.
···
I arrived in front of the snack bar. Not wanting to be caught running, I went into an alley to catch my breath. I shouldn't have gone in then.
The scene before me was of Jungkook and I kissing. My heart pounded again. It wasn't a heartbeat of trembling or excitement, but of hatred and regret.
Author's point of view
In the end, Jungkook couldn't see Yeoju, so she went into the snack bar, paid, and left. And then she ran. Recklessly, she fell halfway through, but it didn't hurt as much as it had before.
Eventually, I ran and got scratched by a tree branch, and ended up sitting on a bench. I often wondered, "Why am I even living?"
"Fuck........"
In the end, Yeoju stayed home until nightfall. Thinking her mother might be worried, she didn't get home until after 11 p.m.
···
After that, Yeo-ju ignored all of Jeong-guk's calls. If they ran into each other at school, she'd run to the bathroom. If they ran into each other outside, she'd just run like crazy. It was the only way she could keep herself from crying when she saw his face.
···
Jeongguk became increasingly emaciated. The reason was Kim Yeo-ju, Kim Yeo-ju. The child who loved him even when I didn't, had fallen from my side.
At first, I waited, thinking he would come back soon, but he didn't come even after a month.
Jungkook even went out of his way to find Yeoju. But each time, he saw her running away, and it became difficult to catch her.
Jungkook thought. Why on earth am I waiting so long for Kim Yeo-ju? Is it because I don't love her enough?
Jeon Jungkook has been the subject of much attention since birth. Thanks to his parents, both of whom were CEOs of prestigious companies, was he lacking love? That wasn't true.
I thought about Jeongguk again. Sympathy? That's really unlikely... Could it be that I like Yeoju...
Jungkook covered his mouth. He banged his head on the desk, screaming, "Oh my god, what should I do?" His parents discovered his actions, but he stopped.
I like Kim Yeo-ju? Really?
In fact, Jungkook was excellent in every way, but he was a person who lied to himself. In other words, he was a person who tried to change himself.
Jungkook couldn't sleep that night. He felt like crying, feeling sorry for Yeoju for liking her.
The next day, Jungkook woke up early and went to find Yeoju. He wanted to tell her that he liked her, that he was sorry it was only now, but that he liked her a lot.
···
At school, Yeoju had no intention of showing up. So, even after school, Jungkook continued to look for her.
The place I found Yeoju was a store. In front of that store was a cute puppy.
"You... are good, aren't you? People are embracing you like this."
"I really can't stand it... I'm so scared I'd rather die..."
Jeongguk's heart sank. Then he quickly and weakly grabbed Yeoju's wrist.
"....!"
"Hey, you won't look at me anymore, will you? Okay?"
"....sorry"
"Hey, lady, I'm here, am I?"
In the end, Jeongguk shed tears. Tears of regret and remorse.
"Why, why are you crying... I want to cry..."
"I, I, I'm so sorry... I can't live anymore..."
Jungkook sobbed and cried. He slipped into Yeoju's arms, but she couldn't escape. "Just today, really just today," he thought.
"I'm sorry, I'm really sorry... I, I'm going..."
"....."
As Jeongguk's tears stopped, the female protagonist dropped him from her arms.
"I need you, but I'm afraid you'll get sick again, so maybe this is just an act..."
Yeoju said those words and hurried towards the house. At that moment, Jeongguk had only one thought: Yeoju is crying because of me...
Both Jungkook and Yeoju cried so much that day, their eyes swollen shut. Yeoju was thankful she at least got an ice pack, but Jungkook was completely swollen.
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"Hey, heroine, do you want to eat this..?"
"H, yeah??"
The situation was that Jungkook came to Yeoju's class after buying chocolate milk. Yeoju's friends tried to kick her out because they knew how much she was worried about Jungkook, but Jungkook insisted on going all the way to Yeoju's desk and handing her the chocolate milk.
"Wow, what the hell is going on, senior Jungkook?"
"Wow, I guess senior Jungkook likes Yeoju Kim..."
The classroom suddenly stopped.
"I'm sorry, I was shameless... I'll come to work tomorrow too... Is that okay..?"
"yes....?"
"Is it okay, huh? I'll go... Bye... haha"
Jungkook forced a smile by raising the corners of his lips, then hid his trembling lips and left the classroom.
"Hey, what's that senior doing? Kim Yeo-ju, explain."
···
From that day on, for almost a month, milk was always piled up on Yeoju's desk. Yeoju didn't really like milk, but she had no choice but to drink it.
"Lady, this..."
"···That senior, in fact......"
"Hey hey hey hey, why are you talking?"
The female protagonist called out to Jeong-guk, worried that he had become quite emaciated. Jeong-guk, unaware of this, was pleased that the female protagonist had called him.
"...Well, eat something... It seems like you've been starving a lot lately..."
".....!"
Jungkook's cheeks instantly turned red, and the female lead was flustered. Why...? Do you really like me???!!
In an instant, Yeoju's cheeks also turned red. If Jungkook really likes me, we can date... Oh my.
In my opinion, my love for Jeongguk wasn't even half gone, no, not even halfway. But still, that woman I kissed...
No, forget it. Yeoju slapped her cheek twice. Jeon Jungkook was startled and his eyes widened.
"Why... why did you hit me..?"
"Senior, do you like me..?"
"Huh...? How... do you know..."
"Wow, you really like it, don't you?"
"Uh... uh..."
"Will you date me then?"
Jeongguk's face turned red. Even his hands were shaking.
I really wondered why I had tormented such a bright child. The angelic heroine's tear ducts burst open again.
"Uh, uh, why are you crying...?"
"Good, I like it... I like it..."
The heroine laughed out loud when she heard that answer. It was a truly happy laugh.
3 years later, those two are now college cc
I was writing and then I flipped it over... So when I started writing again, I realized I was short on space... (excuse)