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“Are you all here?”
“Of course. Where are you?”
“Me? Secret”
“What is that.. Hey, aren’t you just eating something by yourself?”
“Huh, you’d be surprised if you knew.”
“What the..l”
Swish,
“ ..!! ”
“I was right behind you”
“What? Why are you covering your eyes?”
" .. as soon as "
Swish,
widely,
" omg.. "
“I really wanted to give you this for our anniversary.”
“Oh, student, where is the money..!”
“I did some part-time work.”
" really.. "
" love you. "
“.. Really, how can I live without you?”
"Why am I not here? I will always be by your side."
"Heh.. Be sure to keep that promise."
What were you to me? I can't easily answer this question. Not because you were nothing, but because you were everything to me.
My love, my joy, my anger and even my sadness
You were my everything, and the days I spent with you could not have been anything but happiness.
You were the embodiment of complete happiness to me, both rationally and emotionally.
however,
Tiring,
Click,
" hello? "
“My lady...”
" ..? what's the matter? "
"Huh.. what should I do.. Subin•••"
“ ..?!! ”
You broke that promise. The promise you made that day, when you gave me this ring. You spent your last moments without me, so indifferently.
“Lies... It’s a lie.”
(( On the way home.. ))
"No.. please"
Gulp,
“Please… Choi Soo-bin”
When I got to you, everything was already set in stone. Our relationship was fucking set in stone.
I finally sat down and cried, as if everything had been cut off and discharged.
“Ugh.. no.. no.. ”
“My lady...”
“I told you I can’t live without you..”
” … “
“Wake up.. Please say something..!!”
That's how you and I ended up. Very sad and miserable.
3 years later,
today,
" hello? "
“What are you doing~”
"..don't make prank calls."
"Ugh... what a thoughtless kid"
"Why did you call?"
"It's a class reunion today. Are you coming?"
"Am I crazy? I'm never going."
“..Kim Yeo-ju”
“Why that..l”
“.. Even if you can’t forget, shouldn’t you be able to leave it behind?”
“ … “
"Anyway, I thought you were coming? See you later."
Boom,
“..you have to have put it behind you to leave it behind”
It wasn't for nothing that they said time heals all wounds. I couldn't forget, but I could pretend I had.
The time I spent with that child was always a happy one, so now I decided to think of it as the pain that comes with it.
If I don't do this, the pain I'm feeling now will become that child's.
That kid is so indifferent. If he was going to leave me alone like this,
“..You should have told me something before you left.”
How to love someone other than yourself.
In the end, I decided to attend the reunion. I thought it would make me feel like I'd forgotten a little.
That night,
Knock knock,
“Huh? Yeoju is here?”
“Ah.. hello”
"Your seat is here"
" .. huh. "
I sat down next to Choi Yeonjun, as I was used to. Of all my classmates, Choi Yeonjun is the only one I still keep in touch with.
Actually, it was Choi Yeonjun who called earlier.
at that time,
“You haven’t changed at all, Yeoju.”
" uh? "
“No, did it get prettier?”
Swish,
” ..!! “
(( Oh... did she get prettier? ))
“.. crazy”
" uh..? "
“Oh... no. I’m just going to the bathroom for a second.”
I quickly got up and headed to the bathroom to vomit. That's why I didn't come to the reunion.
Because I keep seeing and feeling you in other people
Because you keep bothering me like that.
When I came out of the bathroom, the kids were already drunk.
Swish,
" under.. "
“Did you throw it up again?”
“..That’s why I said I wouldn’t come out.”
I tried to keep pouring alcohol on an empty stomach, thinking that it would be less painful if I got drunk, but as expected, I ended up getting even drunker than usual.
“Hello everyone~”
The reunion ended sooner than expected because everyone got drunk too quickly, and I walked home after drinking.
Since I'm not a light drinker, I was able to walk home.
Swish,
“..is it because of this ring?”
Somehow, this ring seemed to bind you and me. Maybe that's why I still can't forget you.
I held up the ring to the moon for no reason and it fit perfectly, as if it were a lie.
Why does even this make me feel sad?
I'm thinking of you more than ever today. I shouldn't go to class reunions like this again.
at that time,
widely,
" ah..! "
" sorry. "
“ … ”
I bumped into someone, my legs gave out, and I collapsed. I tried to get back up, but why is it so easy to fall again?
I felt like crying for many reasons.
At that moment,
“The floor is cold.”
“ ..!! ”
I was surprised. I heard a voice so familiar. I heard your voice, the voice I wanted to hear so badly.
Swish,
“This is a lie.”
" yes..? "
Gulp,
“Have you been drinking alcohol?”
“..This is a lie.”
" yes..? "
This has to be a lie. If it wasn't, then how...
“You drank too much...”
“..That’s really a lie.”
So you appeared before me like this. How on earth...