" excuse me .. "
" yes ..? "
“Why are you crying?”
“You’re crying..?”
“You’re crying right now.”
Swish,
“..it’s true”
For a moment, tears welled up in my eyes. It seemed I couldn't erase you, no matter how many years passed. Or perhaps you, who would return like this, deliberately left me with an unforgettable scar.
“.. It’s been really weird since last time.”
" yes ? "
“Since the first time I met you...”
“ … ”
“It keeps hurting here.”
“ ..!! ”
“It was here that I had a heart transplant a few years ago.. I’m sure there was no pain.”
“ … ”
“But.. ever since I met you...”
“ … ”
“Every time we meet like this, it hurts. And it hurts a lot.”
Do you remember it unconsciously? Is it really like in the drama where you reincarnate and lose all your memories, but the emotions from your previous life remain and you feel pain and stuff?
But that's a drama. This is reality.
I came to my senses in an instant. Sure, it was all just an illusion I'd created out of my own madness. Even if that person were real...
Right now, it's all just covered by the settings I entered.
"..I'm sorry. I think I made another mistake."
"No, that's not what I meant.. "
"Then I think it's best if we don't bump into each other anymore. For your sake and mine."
" yes ..? "
".. If we keep meeting like this, I think I'll get confused."
"What on earth.."
The one I loved, the one I tried to love my whole life...
That person really came back to life. It was like a miracle.
“..just think of it as meeting a crazy person.”
” … “
So I passed him and fought back the tears that threatened to spill out. This guy's eyes were like a faucet, they wouldn't shut off, really...
at that time,
widely,
Whee,
” ..?!! “
"Ha.. Really"
” ..?? ”
“Is it over if I just say what I want to say and leave?!”
" yes ..? "
“I met that crazy person and now I feel like I’ve gone crazy..!! But that person just passes by peacefully.”
“ … “
“If you misunderstood someone, then explain or explain yourself before you go.”
"..what the heck"
Gulp,
“ … ”
“Why are you doing this to me?”
Why do you keep making me expect more?
Why do you keep making me love you again?
“ … ”
“Okay, I’ll explain..”
Eventually, I headed to the cafe with him.
__
“..I know you won’t believe it.”
“..I can’t believe it.”
I explained the entire situation. From the moment Choi Soo-bin and I met, to the moment we parted ways, to the moment he reappeared before my eyes.
As expected, the person stared at me with a look of disbelief the whole time I was listening. Even if it were me, no, I don't believe it either.
How can you say this is realistic..
“So.. I think we just shouldn’t meet again.”
” … “
"Until I forget that kid again... until then"
“..Can I ask you one thing?”
" .. yes. "
Swish,
"It is possible to forget that person in the first placeIs that right? "
” ..!! “
"They say there's at least one person in life you can never forget, no matter how hard you try. If you have that kind of story, I..."
” … “
“No matter how hard I try, I don’t think I can erase it.”
" but .. "
“Seeing that you even have photos from before, I think what you’re saying is probably not a bad lie at least.”
“ … ”
“Why can’t I forget that person?”
“That’s it...”
“Because I just loved you? Or was it an unfulfilled love?”
“.. I don’t know about that.”
" hmm .. "
It wasn't an unrequited first love, nor was it a fateful love at first sight. It was just a feeling that fell naturally, like everyone else's...
Why is it that he's stuck in my heart like this and I can't get him out?
“I guess we’ll have to meet like this until your problem is resolved.”
" yes ..? "
“I told you, my heart aches whenever I see you.”
“ … ”
“Is there something wrong with my body or...”
“ … ”
“I need to find out if Subin has any great intentions.”
“..is that okay?”
"Well, there's nothing wrong with that."
” … “
Swish,
“ ..? ”
“Please take care of me in the future.”
" .. yes. "
Hug,
Shake,
That's how I had my first proper conversation with that person.