sadambang

self-reproach

My friend is blaming herself too much.
The friend who is blaming herself is A, A's crush is C, and my other friend is B.
B has liked C since last year, but A started liking C this year! My situation overlaps with A's to some extent, but mine is just more like, "I have to have my crush, I absolutely cannot let anyone else steal him"... that kind of feeling. But A, you see...
Is everything wrong because I like C... Is it my fault? If you ask me that, I naturally say no. It's true, isn't it? Liking someone isn't a mistake! Right?
But after blaming himself, yesterday he just said he didn't want to go to school because he got in a car accident... and was saying all that! There was nothing I could do, you know. I used to feel the same way when I was being bullied, so I tried to comfort him, but today he asked me to skip school with him! He says his grades aren't important here because he can transfer to another region if he wants to, but I'm a local here and I don't really have anywhere to transfer to. So I told him we can't skip school just because of grades, and he just said, "Ugh, fuck, I knew it. Is someone like you even a friend?" and blocked me... lol
Did I do something wrong? I'm totally dumbfounded. You're asking why I'm acting like this in the private chat room? I have no friends, so I have nowhere to vent. Just listen to me lol.

Thank you very much for reading this long post!✌