I was a bit hesitant to upload this... It's been a while
N Yes, I just put this in because it looked cool.
Anyway, most of my works now are my dark history
It's also a shame that it's been turned into a public place.
I don't think there is anyone there, but if there is someone waiting for me
I thought you might be interested, so I'm writing after a long time.
(I won't finish this, just in case)
To put it simply, the last fanfic post was around early February last year, and a year has passed, but the fanfics haven't changed...? Are you not working?
Oh and what kind of conversation am I going to have like this?
There were a lot... I think there were about 4 chat rooms
I think I'm going to lose all of this by turning it into a public space.
But in the past, this YouTube thing and music were added
Didn't it work...? Did it suddenly disappear?
Oh, and everyone seems to be coming back these days.
Fanflow, which was once like the old days with many crews and harmony
I wish I could go back
Ah, it's been so long since I wrote anything, so I feel so embarrassed ㅠㅠ
Anyway, what I really want to say is
I first started fanflying around 2020.
Back then I was really pure and innocent, and a bit stupid
Because I did it... I also wrote my first fandom post on Fanple.
It was the fanfics and my classmates who gave me great comfort in my difficult daily life through “communication and novels”.
I can't forget it
In fact, what I am saying now will one day become a dark history.
I may forget it someday, but still
Thanks to Fanple, I learned a lot, laughed, cried and so much more
I don't think I have any regrets because I did it.
No, actually, I have a lot of regrets and even now, I still play, talk, and write songs with those anti-hat guys back then.
I remember thinking that this is also a breakup in a way and it is definitely
A breakup can't be perfect... Anything has to have some regrets and regrets to have a beautiful ending.
Then we can look forward to the next time, right?
Suddenly, what kind of acceptance speech did you have at the Entertainment Awards?
I became serious as I spoke, but I just had so much to say to the fans, so please understand.
Even though it was just a little noisy and difficult
Looking back, I was able to play without any worries at that moment
Was it the one called Hwayangyeonhwa?
I want to go back to that fandom again
Ugh, how many times have I said this is the last time?
I don't know, but really, either start using a new account or forever be in my memories as Hwayangyeonhwa
I think I'll stay, so I'll say hello.
If there's one last thing you want to say,
I don't know if I'll come back later
If there is a fact that never changes,
We met at the fan meeting and laughed and chatted together
Memories will be kept in a corner of my heart forever
I think so.
I don't know who will see it, but I'm doing it alone
I think the farewell is also quite emotional
Actually, I am more of a fan than other fans.
I think it's a little late.
I'm a very affectionate person...
I was a little worried that if I let go of the fanfly, all the warm memories I had would disappear forever.
Of course, now my thoughts and perspectives have changed a bit due to fandom and society, so my worries have decreased.
But, well, there's no such thing as an eternal goodbye, right?
So until the day we meet again, don't give up even if it's hard, cry when you want to cry, and don't forget the memories
I want to be happy
You all have become a part of my life's memories
Thank you so much
So far, “Fan Plus”
It was "Handa Fanwiz One".